I cant tell if I'm depressed or not

Ok, so about around this time last year I thought I found the love of my life but we broke up about 1 month later, I felt everything was my fault and that I would never meet another girl like her. I panic'd. I havent really tried going for a girl since and I feel scared almost, will I be loved? I'm also scared about showing girls my house or my parents because I feel they will be turned off or something even though nothing is even wrong with either thing. Please help >_<

I'm 16 btw.

 

Just don't worry about it. Instead, take that extra energy to self-improvement or social activity. There's a billion fish in the sea, and your job is to be the fisherman with the coolest looking lure, and that won't come without work.