Hey guys, I know I haven't been responsive in a while. I've kind of of been looking for direction and working. I have a question for you more experienced with Lady A. I recently got a my wish when I came across some really great stuff. Anyways that night I tried it out I just gotten off of work and really had no idea what I would be experiencing later that evening. What I'm really curious about is if anyone has any experiences with seeing (F)|O|'s while tripping. The experience started with me going to my friends, after dropping 2 another friend took us to his land outside of the city. Basically some ranching land that isn't being used what so ever, also my friends have told me about experiencing phenomenon out there before. Of course I really didn't think too much about it. On the drive over it was amazing, good music, the stars were bright and beautiful, and my respect and awe for the universe couldn't have been higher. We got some chairs out and just started to chill looking about to the stars. I kept getting these vibrations, if I focused my mind in the right "direction" it would seem as if I was channeling an over whelming amount of ecstasy. It felt really good, but I also felt I was able to audible receive these vibrations as well. After a while of that I then got the feeling to listen to some music, some AFX if anyone’s wondering, selected ambient works 85-92. After getting lost in those amazing soundscapes my friends called me over and told me to look up. "What are you talking about, I don't see anything;" as soon as I got up a bright red flashing light, with the perception of a star, went across the black sky flashing between red, blue, green (Primary Colors just saying). I couldn't believe my eyes, I was actually witnessing something unbelievable, I just kept my focus on it. The rest of the night this object was still, changing between those colors and at a time maybe roughly 2 hours it just emitted white light, kind of blending in with the stars. This object was also completely silent, probably due to the distance of it, not sure really. I did keep hear a strange beep, kind of of like sonar but with no change in pitch intensity. That’s they first part of my past week of experiences but not my last. Another story I have is "have any of you thought about what unlocks that extra kick in A?" See I had a great time that night and then had another pretty good experience a couple of days later. I do know that I need to lay off it for a while to get my tolerance back down and just to focus on life. But would you guys agree love is the key? I tried it a third time a couple of days after that and just never got that feeling again, I felt like I got stuck in between sobriety and infinity. I would close my eyes and try to imagine but just couldn't. Music was still my friend but I couldn't get into the fantasy of light or feel the floating. One thing that helped was looking at patterns, I guess infinite chaotic harmony. Also Alex Grey the artist helped put things into focus but I still don't understand why. This one scene from the Doors movie kept floating in my mind, the one were Jim talks about the snake and kissing it on the nose. I wanted to let go so badly and just couldn't fear was with me. I would close my eyes, feeling like I was staring at the cosmic serpent, but I wasn't allowed to pass into infinity. All I really want is some feedback from fellow explorers, it would be deeply appreciated. Does anyone know anything about spiritual technologies, the universe communicating with one's self. Also how long do you guys wait in between sessions? Should we follow our dreams? Do things happen for a reason, faith? Does A really find you when you need it? Anyone into braindance or breakin music, just curious.
the only universal advice I ever squeezed out of LSD was, it does what you want it to that seems to always answer uneasy questions for me....
