Well I should probably be asleep right now. The strangest thing tonight...just woke up out of the blue after a heavy night of drinking and now I can't seem to go back to sleep. Its about 2:30 am. Im in a numb state of mind...feel like a zombie...feel nothing...like at this hour in time nothing is real...I am the only one wandering around...lost but able to survive. Let me sleep some more. I am going to be regretting this tomorrow morning... Cheers. Peace & Love, Moony