desperate so I turned to hydrocodone..

Ah, guess it's time to say bye to that tolerance and hello to the sober life. Lemme know how it works out for you. This should be fun! Well, I've went all day w/o taking a single pill... okay okay... I just lied. I just popped two xanax in hopes of going to sleep sometime soon. I recently just moved as well & it's really starting to get to me. I can't stand not doing anything on the weekends or knowing anyone around here for that matter. It's hard to run into new people and turn them into "friends" when I've gone my entire life know my "friends" back home.

Oh well... fuuuuuuuuuck it!

 

Oh wow we are literally going through the exact same thing, I really need to find some friends down here too but it shouldn't be a problem when I start my classes. I also need to find a new source...I'll be all dried up soon after I get a job, 9 30mg ms contins and 12 10/325 norco some other mis. shit that I have found along my way that I can take with them or alone but nothing amazing. We got each other tho!

 

I'm sure that it won't be hard for you to find a new source. I know that I can sniff out some dope and pills when they're around. I'm sure you can do tha same. At least you're doing better than me. I've only got 10 hydro. 10mg's left, one 80 OC, and a full scrip of the white bars.

Guess I'm gonna have to make a trip two hours down south where I'm from to re-up on my stash. Iono, these xanax are kickin my ass at the moment. I think it's about time for me to take my happy ass to bed. For sure.. we got each other, hah. It's always good =)

 

good moral, its what ill tell my kids!

 

Yeah you're right I'll find it pretty soon, especially going to college... Yeah I dare say that you are getting pretty low, hope you have no complications getting what you want. I just really need to be able to get what I want with out breaking the bank, before I moved I had a good job and pretty much no expenses but now that I am 18 I'm expected to help pay for things. I'm fine with it but that means I can't drop $280 like I used to do and just have a shit load of everything, it was great, pills coming out my...we'll you know. So all in all I think I would have so many external limits to my use that I couldn't get addicted even if I tried, but I will desperately try to keep it to once a week if I can. You'll never hear someone say that again, they need to make sure they use enough, lol. Wouldn't mind some Xanies myself, now I have to fall asleep "naturally" I call it. Good night.

 

Haha, sorry I don't mean to laugh but this is something I would have said about a year ago. Started off doing roxi 15mg once or twice a week. Trust me 1 or 2 times a week will turn into 3-5 very fast if you can get them and afford them. Im not going to rehash my story, its in another post, but just be careful man. And anyone wanting to get off opiates, esp with a high tolerance, find some suboxone and weed, easy as pie.

 

But I dont have an addictive personality. and right now, i've been opiate clean for like a month almost. partly in due to the fact I cant always get em, which is good, and because of money. i just been on a drinking binge lately, since i only get like 3 weeks vacation in the summer, I been drinking almost every night! omg I just woke up, I went bar hopping last night, shit was insane. waaay too much jack & coke.

 

my hangover is worse than your hangover, kil0:cheers2:

 

seriously doubt it lol :cheers2:

My friend is a bartender at a bar called Gatsby's, and he gave us free jack n coke all night! I woke up today sweating alcohol still!

 

HAHA I woke up with a major pill hangover, does that count

 

Somehow I don't get hang overs from alcohol, at least not like others, I'm just still really drunk the next morning but no headache or anything negative, just harder to drive home...Is that considered a hangover?

 

he he.. been to the gatsby's in ny; didn't know it was in miami...:cheers2:

my head hurts.

 

Nope, not considered a hangover; it's considered a "can't stand people like you who can drink with no pain the next morning".

ps, I hate you

(just kiddin)

 

lol, don't worry I get that all the time from my friends in the morning, they all need Excedrin and coffee and what ever they think will help, and I just go outside have a smoke and I feel as good as I did last night.
I would probably hate me if I were you too so its cool.

 

Hangovers will become a problem in your 20's and 30's. Nothing fazed me when I was 18.

 

I see.