earlier i took some ayahuasca for the second time and it barely worked again. i felt a shift and conciousness and slight visuals, and the feeling as been lingering for hours. i thought maybe some salvia would brighten things up. 2 bowls of salvia smoked. i closed my eyes and i had of sensation of something going over top of me. a sense of unwelcomeness feels present. i realize i come to this place a lot when i take salvia, and i realize there is always this feeling of unwelcomeness. i sense some kind of guardian beings present. i call out to these beings in some telepathic sort of way i call out who are you? i can talk to you? can i tell people about you? what is this place? why do you not like me to come here? they tell me i can talk to them and i can tell people about them, and they tell me this is some world of mine on the mental plane, but they will not tell me why i was so unwelcome. such a strange feeling. still trippin a little, my head hurts.
the first time i broke through with salvia i heard these things sorta singing or something to me saying things to the effect of, "come with us, its ok. come on, follow us" but i was in total shock and awe and didnt know really what was happening and couldnt trust the voices enough in this state because of the fear. then it felt like a different pressence was there and that they were kinda mad that i didnt listen to or fully trust the first voices. it seemed dissapointed, like it had failed to get me across, not necessarily at me. its crazy.
Are you sure they were unwelcoming or were you just an uneasy stranger in a strange land? Perhaps that's the meaning of your trip? To overcome your sense of not being welcomed?:cheers2:
It takes some practice I think but I have asked for names and information and have been supplied with both. This is what the shamans of old have done for centuries for the healing of the people. There is a reason they call it salvia DIVINORUM. It can be used for divination purposes, or just to get high if that is what you are looking for.
well i do use it for spiritual purposes. i've been trying to visit these outer realms and meet these entities. this was brought on in a very strange way tho. perhaps i will try again.
something like this happened to me but on weed i was floating on some bubbles for a while then the bubbles left then it was all dark then i seen a dragon then after that i went through space onto for a while then i came to this platform with this 20 foot guy there then he was trying to tell me something then i just sayed screw it so i jumped off the platform then came back down to earth and flew around the earth a couple times extremely fast then i came back
i was bored of that 20 foot guys punk ass Edit: i shouldnt have posted in this thread i came here for another thread i seen now i forgot what it was and now i am no longer interested in what it was
Reading snake_grass's posts made me forget what the topic was and how I wanted to comment, but I am one determined light bulb so Bing here it is.. In relation to the post about feeling unwelcome entities, I have a similar occurance, not unwelcome, but very familiar and not an entity I prefer to feel when I am loaded, but I feel the presence of family, very familiar, but not the looks of family, like the feel of a family member from something like a tree, or the moon or whatever it is I see when I trip, I can hear my mothers voice or my grandfathers whistle. I think talking about salvia is like living salvia in sober land, because you can get a reaction like AHA I fkn know exactly that feeling or that moment. Like being sucked into a wall and trying to swim to get the fugg out and once you are back you forgot you were gone. Sally is a bitch you won't crack, do it freely and stay faithful to what will you have because you never know what you might really be missing, the best part is knowing that you are looking.
