you're a fucking jerk. to the OP: it is possible to have a 'mystical' experience on any psychedelic. and why is it so bad for you to tell people you are on a C? you should prepare and take proper precaution, be with a sober friend...
the answer lies in the individual. i cannot tell you that you'll be comfortable and accepting. nor can i tell you that you will keep your mouth shut you're just gonna have to dedicate a weekend to it and have some fun
Why are you afraid of a life changing experience? Besides, psychedelics cannot force you to change your lifestyle, they will just act as a catalyst to help you see why you should, or how you should, change your life. After the experience, if you don't want to change anything about your life, then don't Psychedelics are not truth serums. They will not make you talk about something you do not want to talk about. However, I highly suggest you come to terms with whatever these thoughts are inside your head before you trip next. You need to be comfortable with your own thoughts and secrets. If you're not comfortable with them, which it sounds like you're not, then those kinds of thoughts could very easily lead you into a bad trip.
Don't do it. You have too much mental noise and you are too worried. Fuckit there's no way to have a good trip with all that worring.
Well we all have thoughts we wanna keep to ourselfs, and i manage to do this pretty good while i am on psychedelics, the only drug i always end up saying stupid personal stuff that i regreat, is on MDMA. Anyhow, you shouldn't take 2ce unless you think you are mentally prepared, and if i were you, i would take the drug with some of my very good friends, since beeing together with people you dont know on psychedelics the first time, can be kinda unpleasent. Also what goes for the "Life changing experince" then i think as long as you will make sure to have good Set & settings, then it will be a quite good Life changing experince. I remember my first real hard psychedelic trip, there was good set & settings, which meens there was: Good friends, good chill out music, (may i suggest you download alot of "Vibrasphere") and a other inportant thing; A good location, ( Friends apartment, where there were no disturbans from the outworld) But if you just remember these things, then i am sure you will have a good trip ! And remember; "Its all in you're head"
