Hello, I was searching for a CD Forum here (can't find one) when I found You Girls. I stopped and fingered thru a few threads here and I thought that maybe You could tell Me if I was just a CD, or am I something more.? My Name is Amanda When I was very young I used to like to sneak into some Female clothing (Mom, Grandmother closet) and JO in them. At about 14 it went away as Girls were now on My mind. Over the next several years I got some Girls, and a couple of Men in My pants. I was a hot boy I guess -heh. I am still a virgin "back there" though, and now actively seeking to change that by the way. Anyway, after 10 years of Marriage, I got divorced and began to start again with the JO in Womens clothes once more. But it kept growing this time. I knew I was Bi after happily getting molested by My Mom's freinds boyfreind at age 15 (my first oral recieved). But now I wanted more Female type expiriences (ahem -get hosed by, and perform oral on a guy). I'm on Out Personals now, but hav'nt met Mr Right just yet (I'm only Bi -and picky). Here's the thing... I havn't stopped with just clothes this time. Now I've moved to a new apt., and I've begun decorating it Female style. I have flowers everywhere, plants, lace curtains, butterfly magnets on the fridge -huh. But that's not the worst of it. I now have gewlery, make-up, wigs, and more shoes than My Mom ever had. I shave all but My head and arms (work stops me from removing more). I watch chick flicks and cry. I don't even kill bugs anymore, I set them free! What's more, I decided that flowers, and lace curtains weren't enough for My bedroom to be Fem enough. So I went with the "Little Mermaid" theme (bath too). If You Have a little girl, She would kill you for not decorating Her room like Mine LOL! If I wasn't 43, and built like a line-backer, I'd probably make some phys. changes too. But I would miss Mr. Winky for sure! -Am I just a CD, and or a Tranny (or both)? What have I become? What am I!? P.s. I've always been able to talk to Women better than Men.
You are defiantly transgendered if you think of your self as female. Honey i can relate to the not built right thing but i guess if we were built right in the first place we would have been born without penis's oh well maybe in the next life ..... hugz 2 u !!!
