so I have been working about 55 hours a week, 2 jobs lately.i have been smoking less than ever lately, awake at 10 am and not smoking till after 11pm. At random points during the day I feel like I just wana die. What the point type thoughts, ect... not only that, physically I feel like im having panic attacks sometimes, cant take deep breaths, and I feel sick. I dont blame weed at all, just posting here for thoughts. So wtf??? Any ideas? ((For the record I stand behind the idea that weed is the least harmful drug and has no or few long term effects. ))
everyone at every job takes off 2 days in arow at some point. your bosses expect it of you. sounds like all ya need.
Nate a break is the right thing to do, 2 days off from both jobs and just relax and smoke a bunch of weed.
Dude, if I were you I would ditch the job and the weed and go rent a log cabin in the mountains/wilderness and take a break.
Yea you are just working too much and you probably feel like your life has no meaning or no point to it. Work sucks, and it takes toll out of your body. Especially since you're getting high too. I would suggest taking something for energy, or going to your doctor and telling them how you feel. Maybe you can get on some type of anxiety meds for the panic attacks and depression. My dosage of Zoloft just got upped to 100mgs FINALLY!!
Go to South Africa and smoke weed with Charlie Murphy. Seriously, take a day or two off. I've had jobs that work my ass to the bone. I didn't have anytime to do anything fun, let alone smoke. Everyone needs sometime off.
Like everyone else said, it sounds like you are over worked and over stressed. I know if you are working 2 jobs you probably have a reason to be working that much but you need to take the time to do things that bring you pleasure and are outside of your normal routine. Simple things like making time to go out to a movie with friends or even reading a great book, just any time to be completely engulfed in something you enjoy can do great things to the soul. In the long run, though. How long do you plan on working this much? Like, if you have an exit plan in sight, like a different job or going to school or something, it makes the present a lot easier
Do you have some sort of debt or reason for working 2 jobs? Maybe you could trim down excess or no necessity things and drop the lesser job. Simplicity is the key to a happy life i think.
