So let me begin by saying, I believe in the Kinsey scale; no one is 100% gay or straight, period. Sure alot of people fall in the two extremes but not completely. I love making out w/ girls for fun if i'm drinking sometimes but for the sake of simplicity, i'm gay. Lately however i've been getting more and more curious. I always get checked out by girls more than guys and sometimes i wonder what it would be like. I've gone down on a girl but never penetrated a girl. Sometime last week i had a dream that i went down on a girl, i even remember playing with the clit and it drover her crazy. The girl was someone i do not know. And then another night i was at a gay club w/ friends and if a hot girl walked by, for no reason i had to slap her ass I did this on two seperate occasions that night and the response was the same, the girl comes back to me and dances for a while while straddling my leg, it didnt make me hard but i definitely had a huge urge to put my lips on her nipple. Just for the record, i don't get hard if i'm dancing with a guy like that either. When i'm on xtube, i first go to the straight videos because a straight guy fucking a girl turns me on more than a guy fucking a guy. Last month i was so curious i went to a sex shop and bought one of those masturbation sleeves that are made to feel and look like a pussy, like a fleshlight. PS: toys are fun, it felt good. someone should start a thread. and afew days ago i bought a porn dvd that was all MMF scenes, and its really turned me on. on the subway i'll find myself thinking about what a girl's body feels like if i see a cute girl, but the feelings are never romantic. If i see a hot guy i think "i want to kiss him and cook dinner w/ him over champagne." If its a hot girl i want to stick my hand down the bottom of her pants or up her skirt and plant my lips on a breast. SOOOO... is it possible that i'm turning bi? do any other gay guys go through this? I have a level head on my shoulders, but it was bad enough realizing i was gay, i dont want to go through more stress about maybe being bi. suggestions? advice?
I'm in the exact same boat, except now I can see myself dating a girl. So I just identify as pansexual, although it really doesn't need a label. I just don't worry about it. If something happens it happens if not then that's ok too
