Someone Help Please!!

Thank you, Dr. Moonbeam.

 

anytime

 

im agreein with archemetis and i also think it has somethin to do with the whole bein in our age type of thing when i was 12 turnin 13 i started spacin and stuff and thinking more about the things like life and philosophy and stuff like that then slowly started losing friends because of this and my 8th grade and freshman years were hell because of this but then i tried pot half to get away from it and half just for fun and while i will never say anything actually bad about pot i will also not say that this is what u should do cuz i hear it can fuck u up worse and the reason i agree with archemetis for is cuz after i started i started to realize even more things like how that i control what my mind and body does and i started being able to push these thoughts from my head and focusing and concentrating and functioning correctly not to mention gaining a whole lot of friends back and even more becuz of partying with them and then around new years i slowed wayyyyy down on the smoking and just kinda relaxed about everything and now i got a relaxed attitude and im not so scared that im goin crazy except the occasional days but its more of i know there are other ppl our there like me and its kinda cool plus ive now got the knowledge to know that i contol my mind and body so now i can get a grip on reality and stuff and im not gonna say im all better im healed but i do feel a whole lot better about myself and my confidence is back up and things seem to be goin better for me now but iono may be different for others and then again may just be a "phase" anyhow i hope things work out for ya

 

Not getting proper nutrition can really f u up. Get off of all drugs and get on a natural whole foods diet like recommended by Dr. Andrew Weil. You can get his books at your local library.

 

"You get confused, listen to the music play..."
Just change the tape, dude.

 

Perhaps you discovered yourself as a thinking being and this overloads your senses. Rather then thinking about walking, one foot and then the other foot, get up and take that step. Your thoughts affect your mood. If you can control your mood you have more control of your feelings. If you get into a dream like state, either control it to your best ability in ending up in a pleasant dream compared to a nightmare.

If you spend your time worrying about the unanswered ‘what if’s’ your going to realize you have plenty of them; and the only thing you have is more questions. Go with the flow, take each moment as it is.

You said you became terrified when you got stoned. What was it that made you uneasy? When you smoke you have to consider your surroundings and your mood. If you are feeling uneasy about something your only bonded to feel more uneasy about it if you smoke. It seems there is that something about cannabis which amplifies what already is. If you are smoking in a place or with people who you feel uncomfortable with, you are not going to have as good of a time as if you would if you were in a comfortable place with pleasant people.

If you get that weird feeling again, try to calm yourself down. Try taking several deep breaths. Something about oxygen is good for you

Perhaps sometimes a little disassociation could be alright. It seems to be a defense mechanism for a human to want to find some peace and quite in a loud and busy world. As long as you remember that a world does exist outside the frames of your mind. Someone once told me that if one does not believe in the existence of an outer world, that individual would feel pain if he or she were to run into a tree. There is no denying the existence of the tree as solid matter and the laws of physics of running into a tree head on would produce a collision which would produce an equal but opposite force upon you. (pain) Just because an outer world exists does not disprove the existence of the world created by your mind.

Stay strong and stay in control. Peace to you. Have a good day.

 

Discovering yourself, who you are in every way, can be a really painful experience. I remember clearly the period in my life where I was at my ultimate low emotionally, and it was during that time that I discovered all the healing activities and expressions that I know I will carry on for the rest of my life (writing, certain musical pieces, favourite books, meditation techniques, etc.) Couple the confusion of growing up with feeding your curiosity to pot, and you have a growing individual. Being stoned is different for everyone, and maybe your first time enhanced your confusion about yourself and your place on Earth. My only advice to you my sister, is to embrace the darkness. It will pass, I promise you. Learn what you can from your discomfort. And remember that in order to become who you are, you have to pass through what you're not.
Many hugs and peace energy your way,
- Unlearn

 

Agreed unfortinitly, you definitly learn the most at the lowest points.

 

seems like typical teen depression disassotiation from the self .. when your growing & discovering your true self & maybe comming up against walls over & over, being told "this isnt like you" or whatever being pushed into a mold that doesnt fit the shape you feel everythig becomes confusing & unreal, the teen years can be confusing enough thin & fat beauty & ugliness smart & dumb all switched around randomly think about this the thinnest girls are called fat all the time meanly while heavy girls praised for looking so thin today the straight a students berated for weeks over 1 single b while the kid with the 17 iq praised for how smart he is for remembering to wear pants
dont worry too much sweety every teens walkin round confused & lost & not knowing whats real or not cause u take so much pleasure in confusing eachother..
how many times do u call your best freind an evil bitch? ofvcourse u can call her a sweet angel just as often but the evil bitch remarks the 1 that leaves a scar wether ya were joking or not
all im saying is i doubt your schitzo just from knowin ya & ive known plenty
i think your most likeluy depressed & not feeling understood & misunderstanding yourself as well basing who u are on how others treat u..
i think perhaps therapy wouldnt be s bad thing entirely but i dont think u need oit desperately..
if u think u need helpthen by all meands i encourage it but i think your really fine u just need a few undersyandinjg supportive freinds to help u find yourself

 

i've been randomly walking and kind of spaced out lately. i think its cool because i am seeing things i didn't see before and going to where it feels good at the time instead of having everything all planned out like i am on a strict schedule. its part of my growth as a hippy because i was a typical type a and this feels much better although at first i was concerned because it was different.

 

This might sound kinda boring but , it could also be your blood sugar , highs and lows can make you feel really strange inside your head , almost a weird kinda high...sometimes sorta dis-connected....you might look into it.

 

Another thing to check is iron. I had anemia as a teen; doctor put me on iron pills. I would take one and burst out LAUGHING, don't know why but after taking an iron pill, suddenly I'd feel all giggly.

'Course, you can also take TOO MUCH iron which is not good for you.