Getting Ignored

I'm having a hard time finding some LSD. Send me some, then.

Oh, I'm a big girl now, I can handle myself. Plus, any guy that comes along.

 

i am sorry this is happening to you TopNotch. Look at the bright side, at least you found out before you moved.
I am sorry Trish. I am not trying to take sides, but Brian has really been there for you and now he has a problem and you won't even take his phone call, nevermind read a PM?
You said you are thinking about you for once, but Brian has thought of you all along. You seem to care about these addicts in your life more than you do the people who put effort into helping you.
I feel very bad for Brian.

 

LSD comes to you, you don't come to it.

It is everywhere though, I'll tell you that much. I don't do it anymore, but it ain't hard to find if it's callin' your name.

 

LSD is pretty much everywhere.
Same with shroomies...it's that wet time.

 

you can always get shrooms around here if you so desire, but acid seems to come and go...

and it hasn't come back recently... not that i particularly want to do it right now anyway, but it would be nice to have some for when the time does come

 

That's exactly how it is here. Sigh.

 

Are you calling me ugly? :toetap05:

 

Nobody could possibly think that. :biggrin:

 

Thanks Lode.

 

nope

 

come to austin....

 

"Who knows? After she gets herself straightened out, maybe we can follow through with our plans. '


quote from brian
and now my answer.... dont worry about it. im already posting on craigslist but i do love you too and i wish you well and im sorry you've been upset but how's it fucking feel? HAHAHA.



and to lindsay! i didnt take his damn call cause i was ignoring other people and didnt even know he called.




oops brian. i sooo did not mean to delete this post/edit it..... i was trying to quote it. blah.


and it was the nice one too. lol.

 

Okay I could only read some of that and fuck you for saying "fuck her, she's a junkie"- I got dopesick one time and now I'm done, Brian.

Brian, I had been going through a lot of shit that I told you about.... I had not been eating or sleeping for over a week and I TOLD you I needed time to think because I was confused. Then you pm me after talking a bunch of shit on here saying don't read that thread til we talk. Well I couldnt help to read some of it. I really hope you call me tonight cause I sure as hell am not calling you. You could have told me things to my face or on the phone anyways... ya know?

Some people are seriously just assholes... (not you brian) but seriously listen... I TOLD you I needed time and space and I was confused and that I would talk to you when I figured out things soon. You act like I just up and ignored you. Not true.


And um maybe I haven't checked my VM cause I had already decided I didn't want YOU to come here..... but I wasn't sure so yeah no pain there for me. Okay a little and I would like to talk to you so if you could call. Otherwise whatever... just don't leave me pm's saying you wanna talk to me first.

 

Via YOUR pm
"your doubts are giving me doubts"


HAHAHA.... yeah cause many I don't wanna be around someone that is gonna wanna get fucked up around me and yeah I was becoming a junkie but not for that long and I'm not even sick anymore and I was sick though and I learned my lesson.

whatever i take back calling you i just left a msg. for you to call me.

 

ps- i would rather stay with someone who actually DOES love me and would bother to help me out then someone who would make a thread like this WHEN I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WAS CONFUSED AND NEEDED TIME TO THINK. What a baby. Reading stuff like this ONLINE yeah that's a really nice think to do to someone. And my phone was off cause I'm trying not to do drugs and take time to think about my life.

Yes, I'm pissed now but please call me anyways.

 

"Before you read threads We need to talk before you start reading through threads."

Uh then call me before I go to bed. I can't tolerate this shit anymore. I'm in enough pain to have to deal with people on here saying "fuck her, she's a junkie anyways" cause yeah I got sick one time and decided to stop. And I really don't like it when people come on here (you) and talk shit about me if you wanted to talk to ME about things.

 

Shit you two are sooooo bad for each other.

 

Everyone feels like that sometimes. Everyone also feels like their being controlled by some deranged puppetmaster, sometimes. I would never ignore you, Brian, you're my kinda guy. Just keep on rolling like you do, and you'll be fine.

 

Brian, we'll always be here for you, so it's okay. Everything will fall into place. And I can't wait to come see you and we'll smoke some blunts on the beach!

 

Buy me a Greyhound ticket and I'm there.