Almost all the time. I also misunderstand a lot too. The way I see things and explain myself hardly ever come across they are meant to be taken. I feel like a fool a lot of the time. I am a fool a lot of the time. (I'm a nut has tons of meaning for me) Did something happen recently that is making you feel this way?
yeah, like people constantly judge me by how i look, and they make assumptions about me without having ever spoken to me. my nickname is maudlin, because i look unhappy a lot. they think i am being moody, but i am unhappy, and some of the things they say are totally uncalled for and nasty. i wouldn't care but they have never even spoken to me in person. it is so frustrating. i hve had it all my life. i was bullied my very first day of school, and everyday since then. morna
People try to change the way I look too sometimes and you know what I have learned from listening? MOST of the times when I make the change I am not happy. I am the one who has to live with me so now I make my own changes. If I look outdated and out of style so be it. This is who I am and I have to be comfortable with me. I can't say I am an unhappy person. I do always look for ways to better myself. I am my worst enemy but I also love myself enough to try and make me better. (love/hate relationship with myself) If your unhappy there are tools out there to try and help you overcome this. Do you know what you are so unhappy about? Start there and work with one situation at a time. One thing I would also like to share is as you get older, it does get better. As long as you are doing what is right for you, by you it will get better. I didn't think so at 19. I am 30 now. I still have my struggles but it's not like it was at 19. If you ever need to talk pm me. I will try and help and if not I can be a sounding board. Nice to meet you btw.
