alright first time i have shared this. and i am fucking not kidding this is real if you don't belive me than i don't know what to tell you no shitting im really confused. exuse punctuation,and spelling,french and anything else you can find wrong in spelling and that type of shit i put them in paragraphs should be easier to read. I have a big prob my cuddy(friend) has been there since birth mom's knew each other so we have been boys for 15 years.i can talk to this fool about anything,but sometimes he is a fucking prick really doesn't care about your feelings anyway we were chilling at his grandmas with his step aunt and his littler step aunt lol thats about 9-10 we're 15. Smoking a blunt and then a couple bowls i think it messed with him because he first said he was gonna take a shit,while im out front waiting for my dealer to get home and he is gone for like 10 mins so im thinking fuck its hot go in and check both b-rooms not in there little aunts door is shut i walk in theres a cover on the top like a fort blocking him and i walk up hes in boxers with a hard dick and his little aunt had her undies off right?? grams is a sleep but i worn him to come out side grams is up he starts telling me this shit about she took them off i said stupid motherfucker i know what i seen shes 9 fucker sat him down said thats the dumbest shit i have ever seen ever what the fuck he says i just so fucking horny this is a good 3 hours after our blunt (og kush) anyway were sober he has a girl that he can fuck!i swear i felt this shit in my heart real bad to witness your homie from birth go and do some thin like this you take it back i was fucking trying to keep the tears away but i was like fuck got me thinking about diffrent shit like what the fuck the world has turned into thinking bout god suicide all kinds of shit anyway im too pussy to kill myself. this is about 3 days ago no one but me and him and the girl knows i said she will never forget i don't know how he wasn't crying fuck and get this 5 minutes after his brother just pulled up he would have been in jail right now if it weren't for me im thinking i should send him away but i don't know i wold have died for this dude but i just can't belive i actually have a bad memory right now like i blacked it out but i still remember what i need to know is he said i will never do it again i said fuck right you won't i will kill your ass i was so fuckin serious he knew i wasn't playing if it came down to it i would murder him and kill myself after anyway im not gonna unless some shit goes down i need to know if i should still chill and just act like things are cool i deleted his number everything but my best cuddy and i still am in disbelife he has called everyday but i don't answer what should i do turn him in to his moms and grams dad because i will always remember and he will never get close to my kinds when i have them or my nephews anymore i can't fucking belive it i just want every thing back to normal and i didn't even get my weed i still havent gotten a hard for 3 days i almost threw up that moment i found them i can not belive this sick to my stomache right now thinking bout it i think i will call him tell him lets chill get high and talk if i don't belive him and i will ask his little aunt if he did it before if first time and absolutely last then i will probably be friends again but never the same i asked him why didn't he just tell me and then go jerk it to some mags i had there he said what the fuck am i supposed to do we were both astonished because he got caught and i caught him im thinkin i will take a knife just incase he goes crazy on me might need some defense you know i don't even know him anymore????what do i do please tell me im really fucked up right now can't think straight gonna go smoke one and will check on this thread later sorry for so long but i like to let them know the whole story.
i think its a good idea that you talk to him further about it. its very unhealthy for both him and the girl. its important you speak to the girl, and find out what exactly has been happening, make her feel safe and dont force her to speak. you dont know what might have happened to her. she is probably also very confused. if you are still worried about him, i suggest speaking to his mother and just starting with "i'm concerned about your son..."
I think that is good advice. I am sorry that you seen that, but atleast you can make the girl feel safe. I hope you don't commit suscide. That is not the answer trust me I know. It can really mess up a family.
