SOOOO bliss n pissed

No, she said she wouldn't do that again and that she wants to change. I have faith she stopped doing that and is changing. She has the strength to do it.

 

I hope you didn't do what I think you did. I'm pretty sure you did though.

 

D's home so Imma go outside n smoke with my neighbor...until then im not confirming or denying but it does have a story that ill tell in a dip.

 

so are we going to ever know or are we to continue guessing?

 

oops sorry I didn't see that last one while I was searching for a picture

 

never ending story! word

 

three nods or yays and i tell the story. unless i pass out first.

if no one is interested, i'll save being verbally abused b/c of it.

(it is a good story though)

 

I'm gonna sooooo get shit if I post this.

But I wanna share.

Haha...

So conflicted...

 

you just ...bring tears to my eyes...

thank you, lyns!

and i will be strong in the future but ill link the thread that tells the story/secret.

apparently im not strong... but yeah you said do it again.... and i need to point out i was a virgin to the needle before. i tried it cause i wanted to really ... im curious like a cat but i KNOW now I cant be doing that.... it's the beginning of the end.

 

http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?t=313187

 

its been the beginning of the end for a long time sister... Or are you meaning the beginning to the end of your existence cuz you are certainly trucking on down that road... but i guess you know cuz you certainly repeat it often enough

 

Good you're not personally attacking me anymore cause my finger is itchy.

If you have good intentions I wish you would express them better. To me you seem HATEFUL.

You don't even KNOW me and all the progress I have made. You always just seem to come out to tell me how wrong I am.

Yet I don't know shit about your life nor do I care. Maybe cause I HAVE a life.

Oh, Snap!

 

progress?? WTF , snorting to shooting up ,, that is progress ok,,,,

 

If you actually care, why do you have to personally attack?

Call me names.. say im lying... i dont get that. I am HONEST. Not perfect but I don't lie.


See I don't think you care.... I think you like to hate....

And yeah, it's fucked up. But I'm not addicted and I've made progress in other ways. Dilli, people are people. They take steps forward AND back in the way of progress.

Just cause I did something once doesn't take away from all the steps forward I made and you don't know most of them... cause they are a personal thing but I think they manifest in seeable things.

 

haha. i knew it! but drama is good. if you learn to be a bigger person through it.