3 things you did today

Oh wow, i know that feeling *magic*

 

1. got my eyes checked ... 0.25 worse. so im at -1 now....
2. dreamt.. imagined... fantasised... whatever you want to call it.
3. got on with my play, got on with my picture.

 

It really is isn't it

 

1. played the trombone
2. watered the vegetable garden
3. watched tennis

 

1. Sat exam
2. Failed said exam
3. Shouted screamed and felt miserable.

 

1. travelled to South London
2. played trombone in front of people
3. travelled back from South London

and amazingly, I didn't get caught in any engineering works for once...

 

1.moped
2.Went to letchworth in the rain to buy hair dye and tried to explain away why I bought a permanent marker
3.Watched the young ones and felt happy

 

*pictures nyika on a moped*

1. Tidied up for my visitor and wondered why I tidy up so infrequently
2. Listened to Manu Chao
3. Ordered some books for my birthday

 

Prescript: It took three years to finally see the destruction of the crime. In such bittersweet terms, I completed my sentence and wept an eternity thereafter.
I have only one more appointment with probation, and that is next Tuesday. Funny how it seems to be taking too long till next week. But still, there is a light at the end of this very long tunnel. I have seen those visions, in my nightmares, the blood on the walls, the axes over my head, the worst gales, the howling Demon dogs. Oh and there is more. A sense of relief from my eternal struggle, perhaps these days, I don't care anymore, caring hurts.

1) Got up at 7:15am. Had a bath and decapitated the coarse hairs on my face, before finally crawling into some clothes. I had two slices of McEnndys Peanut butter on toast. I had a cwoffee and put on my blue suede shoes. I got on my bike and headed down to Camberwell.

2) Got to Camberwell Station road for 9:15. I had an appointment at the thirty stroke past the hour. I am doing a six week intensive carpentry course. I will be working with a few other people in a workshop and be able to get a qualification that will help in getting a college place.Or work.

3)THis is long term career objective. I can achieve wood, but a career in carpentry is entirely new territory for me. I rode back via Herne Hill, North DUlwich and then finally Forest Hill, where I rolled all the way down to Catford. Computers dislike me. I had problems getting online yet again.

Additional: The other day, I hugged my Dad, shook his hand and am having to say farewell. It is too complex to repeat here. But I intend to write him a letter, with a Turkish translation. Then I can tell him how I feel, and why this has to be. I wish I thought of this earlier. Oh and yesterday I did some shopping at the TFC.

I'm back.

 

Yesterday:
1.Steggered into school just as the bell went for end of assembly, woops.
2.Had an awesomely immature lunchtime, which was probably a be-there moment
3.Got told off for not hoovering receptioon properly at work so did it with a dustpan and brush.

 

arty:

 

Had a shower
Had a smoke
Came on here

 

1.Overslept slightly
2.Went to a defect meeting
3.went to cadets and fell off a chair, ow! But I won a quiz, wooo.

 

Took a flight very early in the morning.

Lay in bed all day.

Drank spirits (whilst lying in bed).


^In that order. Back to work soon erk....

 

1 went to work
2 took a 5 hour nap
3 ate pizza with shrimp on it for the very first time
....(it was delicious!)

 

Nothing......
Why?..
Because I finally can!...

 

Prescript. Last night, the night air was absent of the rumbling sound of supermarket trollies. It seems like the ghost of a Rag and Bone man, failed to appear at 3am. He comes with a trolley full of metal/junk, then dumps it at the back of the building. THen leaves with trolley completely empty. The next day, there are lots of trolleys, but no junk metal. The ghost is aware, in way that if you look at him, he looks back.

1) Had a restless sleep, but eventually got to sleep. Had a dream where I was a soldier in charge of a platoon. I stood still, and still stood still. THen the dream went onto things. I awoke.

2) THe sound of rain started to echo in, like I were in a castle. THe smell of rain, the feeling of coldness, tingling all the way down my spine-bodies aching most of the time, due to not having a bed, but sleeping on a concrete floor, with only a sleeping bag and another sleeping bag to seperate.

3) I pulled on my clothes, had no breakfast, then cycled down to the jobcentre where many young people, victims of the recession, came to sign their books. THe tense atmosphere, the raging inferno inside, the unsympathetic environment. Just static talking heads, no emotion, just 2D people.

Still, it is good news that in twenty years time, I will have forgotten many things that happened today.

Additional: I am a diehard fan of Pocoyo. Pato is my favourite character as he is basically the funny guy. From millions of Patos to Pato being stuck on ceiling. THis is unrelated to anything but I usually wait till 2pm to watch Pocoyo on the CITV Channel.

 

Hope youre enjoying it!

 

I missed it today. I think I will buy the DVD collection.

Additional: Pocoyo is quite addictive. They are in nowhere land and they encounter aliens and a ballerina elephant.Pocoyo deserves a place in my heart.

 

Make sock poi
Had a guarana and ginseng drink
Wear my cool new jacket