I am here and want to come back

Thanks and hello everyone of you. I am 39 years old from Venezuela, since I was a child I studied hippie movementes, though i did not live in any comuna. I grew in arts and music, learned to play my bass, guitar, mandolin, flute, and keyboard with them. I Studied Anthroplology in Highschool in relation to a new style of education based in alternative ways of teaching. I learn by myself, I am autodiddactic. I could come into the chatrooms, but one night administrators said I was banned, they said I only sent private mesages in chat, when they are not I can notice that conversations are very hard to keep between some friends, that night maybe i was kidding. I want to apollogize for it, I want to come back again into the chatrooms, Some times I smoke a little of weed, but not allways. I do not know why they put me out of the chatrooms. I want to fight for this cause of hip forums, please give me a new chance. I have many important things to give. I feell good in this site. Please let me come back here, i am really honest.I have been waiting . God protects every one of you.