I just can't get enough of this, it's turning into an obsession. I started going on person.com, kept adding girls to my msn list, and before I knew it I was posting ad's on gumtree asking for girls to come to my flat and watch me jerk off. I get incredibly excited, short of breath, hot flushes, it's crazy. It started when I used to lie naked on my ex-girlfriends bed pretending to be asleep because I knew her flatmate always used to come into her room once she'd gone to work. She'd come in, linger for a long time, and sometimes bring friends in to look at me. I always wished I'd had the balls to take it further. Since then I'm totally addicted - do you think I need help??
Yeh, i just wonder if its gone too far - I've already had 2 girls PM me after I posted this thread to watch me masturbate on MSN, it's crazy. Nothing turns me on quite like it, what do other people think?
If you feel inside that its getting to be an obsession then youre trying to tell yourself something If its not an obsession and not affecting the rest of your life, and youre not hurting anyone, then why not? Not my cupa brew but sure theres a big...uh, audience
