i fell in love with this boy who knew nothing about how i felt crazy inside i wanted to scream to him to share my pain but he was so impossible i fell in love with this boy who would hold me when i cried didnt understand that all i wanted was to bleed to fall apart one good time and never go back together again i fell in love with this boy that one day his face turned and rotted on me and filled with maggots and decay and scared me so bad i couldnt even try to look. *i read lucy's poem about the baby girl with maggots and loved it. such inspiration!*
