I'm always depressed and instead of facing my problems i just get stoned and drunk. I was expelled from school this year and probably not ever going back, I am only 16 and have been in trouble with the police countless times already. Just since last year I have vandalized cars, broke into houses,sell drugs, gotten into fights. And I dont care anymore I feel like just killing myself and getting my life over with. This isn't even a cry for help I just really dont care and I just want to sleep forever. plus I need a cigarette.
Even despite all that, you can still straighten your life out. Just look at your situation, decide what needs to change, and change it. Some of the changes you need to make may seem radical, but you should follow through on them anyway. That's the only way to make things right.
Keep your chin up. try to keep a positive outlook. I know it seems bad but things will get better if you want then to. You have to be the agent of change in your life, you and only you can make this better. First off, try to face one problem at a time, get that on one under control and move to the next one. Another thing that seems to help is to find something greater than yourself to get involved in. It could be religon, a movement, a cause, but something to be involved in will give you motivation.
