The phone and THIS

So we'll see if this picture works...if not ill put it in my gallery. Today was a rough day. I'm now six minutes away from being able to have a beer (im allowing myself a few, no cold turkey) and an ativan....pushing it longer and longer every day......
talking to mike and brian on the phone helped distract me....


and even though my hand was shaking while i was chopping all this stuff (while on the phone).... i SWEAR cooking this took over an hour and made the hour fly by.


fuck it. i cant get it to work. itll be in my gallery in a min. to see it view the sticky up top if you need to.... but yeah without cooking that.... and those are yummy portabellos in it...mmmm..... i dont know if i would have made it....

and now i have four mins and will likely push myself further......

 

Did it look like this by chance?

 

well whatever. im so annoyed that it wont let me post my dinner but anyways yeah all that chopping takes the mind off of things.

i also like to do dishes for stress relief.

 

thank you yankandburn!!!

those are small little pearl onions that i had to chop the tops off of and squeeze out....everything took forever but it somehow helped me get thru a hard time today

 

you can come over any time you are looking to relieve some stress

 

sure.

i seriously enjoy doing dishes. if my husband tries to do any i get mad. haha.

i think im nuts.

 

this food is so good and btw i made it 25 minutes PAST my goal time for you know...intake

 

I think you should stop cold turkey, I mean how hard is it to not drink or take boring benzos?

 

Yeah, and which doctor said you could take them with alcohol??

 

Uhhhh yeah pharmaphunk..... i think ill follow my doctors plan instead.

and actually ratty.... my doctor told me if i had been drinking a lot to not stop cold turkey when im weaning off of benzos cause it'll make it worse but just have a few a day.

and pharma... you dont know shit.

 

if i remember correctly, quitting benzos cold turkey can lead to a seizure...

 

Lets test your memory!

Do it. Quit. Cold. Turkey.

j/k

 

It's one of two withdrawals that can kill you... .the other one being alcohol. No way in hell I'd quite them both cold turkey at once. I'm not fucking retarded. My doctor has me on a 4 week wean off plan and yesterday i even took LESS then supposed to and likely will take less today too.


but no way in hell id take massive amounts of benzos for about four months and then just stop and stop drinking too.


LMFAO!


its called WEANNNNNIIINNNNGGGG

 

something that should never be done when potential consequences are involved...

 

Thank you. At least there is someone with some sense in this thread.


Idiots annoy me.

 

But isn't that the point?!?!

 

and about drinking... if i was drinking a pint of vodka a day and five steel reserves a day for a few weeks and now i have three beers at night to help wean me off if someone doesnt like it they can bite me. i dont do dangerous things like quit the two things that can kill you cold turkey at once.

 

and that is supposed to mean what?

 

Nothing. I was just joshing around.

 

okay lol