good luck, and hopefully you won't have to suffer too much, and it's good that you're getting help that you need.
Thanks everyone. Joker....I wasnt crying about getting busted. Moreso..writing about it..is informing people about it the same thing as crying about it? I dont know. Maybe it is and I missed out on all that changing when I was nodded out, lol. Anyway..thank you. Pharma....I dont know..ask your mom, shed know. MadCap.....I do not like suboxone. It makes me REALLY sick for some reason. Sick, like...pukey sick. It makes me vomit. Even small doses...I tried that route at first. Skullkid....I got on heroin because I found a connection and was already doing other opiates (although not addicted to em, or even doing them more than once weekly) but once I got heroin..pshhhhhewwww that was it. Does....yeah..its gonna be tough, but it will be a lot easier doing it at home, than sitting in jail withdrawing when I got caught buying dope again if I continued on that path I was on, you know? TNS....Methadone does get you high....so its not insensitive or whatever by saying you like it lmfao. It gets you high and keeps you high for like 24 hours so whats not to like about it? hahahahah. No, seriously though...I do currently get high from taking it...but im sure in a month or so it wont be a source of a high for me and it will just be...a way for me to be "normal" and function normally. Everyone else... Sincerely....thank you for the positivity, I really do appreciate it And to imaginepeace..... Youre right. Like I said, I would rather be on methadone here at home, and be at home when it comes time for me to start coming off of methadone...then be locked up in jail withdrawing from whatever when I get popped again because thats what would have happened if I continued on the path I was on...thanks! <3
i dont drink anything but beer and wine, my parents are alcos in denial and i hate them when they drink so i wont fuck my life up like that, i usually just chill with some frineds and some beer or wine. i dont get shit faced like alot of teenagers, i just dont get it, being high is so much more fun, and i also off ALL other drugs, except alcohol(beer and wine) and tobacco, but i get my wisodm teeth out at the end of umer so ill have pills but after that im done with everything but weed and the ocasional phycidelic. coke and e and addies fucked up my school and sleeping patterns so im done with them