Yesterday I had taken 2 blotter stamps without thinking of any consequences because I wanted to feel differently and was sick of feeling like CRAP lately. I thought that taking acid would put me into that Hallucinating psychedelic mind set making me happy at the time being. I cant even say I had a bad trip (i dont know wtf to call it because i didnt hallucinate making my life a whole lot worse that what it could of been) because when i was with my friends I felt anxiety in public and i felt stupid and embarresed when we did anything as simple as buying smoothies at Smoothie King. I wanted to feel like if i didnt give a fuck what ppl thought and just had fun on my trip but i was overwhelmed and confused. After alot of STRANGE thinking through the night in my room, I just wanted to point out that anyone that is in a depressed mood in their time in life SHOULD NOT try any psychedelics because it will Amplify the negative effects on how you feel and will make it worse. It will not make you feel better about yourself. Other drugs will but i believe psychedelics wont at all. Just wanted to post my first real acid trip and what i thought about it, i dont think i see many posts with the point im bringing up but hopefully some1 that feels the same way i do will read this and WONT pursue and take a psychedelic like i did because trust me it will not make you feel better.
everyone is different, you had one experience, I have another. Theres no way to determine whose is more common, but I know most people here would disagree with you. Dont tell people to trust you, because some noobs might actually listen, and youll be responsible for that. If youre in a negative mindset, thats not the time to drop. You should have known that. Ive actually had a trip similar to yours, but on shrooms. The mistake was taking it in public, and with untrustworthy friends. Next time try introspection. Acid alone wont do shit, its up to you to take what you want from it.
mate if ur in a crappy mood then ur trip will be shit.. wait untill u feel good about urself and shit and then drop some acid..i once felt as if im on 500 E pills.. trust me a good LSD trip is VEERRYYY NICE! Peace.
It's because you were using it for the wrong reasons. LSD is NOT an escapist drug, as I'm sure you now know. It did, however, help me get over my depression. The thing you have to remember, though, is that it's not a quick fix. It's gonna make all your problems smack you in the face with a baseball bat and go "Here, motherfucker, do something with this. I'm tired of holding it." You will almost definitely feel worse to start with, but on LSD it's easier to figure out why you feel worse and come up with a plan to fix it. Bad trips are usually the drugs trying to bring something to your attention.
It helped me realize things like depression are so minuscule in this life we live. I can say honestly it has cured me.
thanks for the replys. I think ima gonna try it again this wednesday cept a bigger amount..and im not gonna be out in public, i think thats what pissed me off the most lol.
If you're chronically depressed, you shouldn't be doing large doses unless you're already familiar with psychedelics and how to use them.
on the other side of this you said you felt nevous about even buying a smoothie, with a larger dose youre more likly to lose your ego and not even be able to give a fuck what anyone thinks, bigger can be better its almost a game of luck.
Other drugs are as effective at relieving negative emotion as they are relieving the pain in your hand when you hold it over a flame. Both types of pain are nature communicating with you. THe pain from burning tells you to remove yourself from the fire, the pain in your heart is more complicated, but all it is telling you is that you are not close in proximity to your pre-established values. Change your values, and you change your emotions. Reduce your desires, and you reduce your heartache. As for psychedelics, any other religious model is befitting; you give all you can, you do everything in your power to be happy, even if it's an underlying hope. Once you exhaust all natural means of restoring yourself, lucy, etc, will make up the rest of the process. Like a primitive prophet offering up some kinda sacrifice on an altar and allowing God to meet him halfway (not that I approve of animal sacrifices; just pointing out that the protocol is similar). Except mostly it's not a literal sacrifice but a mental and spiritual one.
Have some valium xanax or klonopin with you. It's very helpful if you know that bad trips are a strong possibility.
I wasn't nervous about buying a smoothie. But on a larger dose, yeah, you might do better at the moment, but you're still playing with your brain chemistry when it's already fucked up. It's a big risk, and not usually worth it, IMO. Besides, using drugs for your problems isn't the best way to do things, just the fastest in this case.
