It would be so easy for me to bitch and moan about my hideous fate in life but I will make every effort to keep up a pretense of lightness and brightness when I post. Suffice it to say that I am very, very interested in worlds other than this one and am less and less desirous of remaining in this banal landscape known as Earth. I have been blessed with razor-sharp recall of the dreaming environment and so I know that this waking reality is actually lacking in physical concreteness. "Death" is simply the transference to a new focus of attention. I am pretty ready to make that journey. Since this is the Hip Forum, I do hope that I am hip enough to reside here. Good thing I have no webcam and no one can see the shirt that I'm wearing. Thanks for being here, all you rad hipsters.
Welcome, Trevor, I hope your musings about leaving the planet were not in the planning stage (Unless there really is a ship to take you away). Stick around, check out the forums, get into some conversations with the folks here. You may forget about your hideous fate in life and start enjoying it.
Trevor, not trying to make light of your situation, my cat was once a pregnant kitten, and, her owners dropped her off in a car, somewhere around my boss' house. I brought her home, that winter. She is, over, ten years old, and, judging by the amount of attention that I give her, she's lived a great life. Not only do I love her, but, others do, too. You will find salvation. God loves you, too. :Angel_anim: