I really fancy blood and needles

For some reason I really love the sight of blood and getting needles poked into me. I wished it happened more often infact. I've always like both of them so much. I have no idea why but I love getting shots and blood drawn and I love accidently cutting myself*never on purpose of course i'd be the last to want hideous scars*and just watching myself bleed. I don't know why I like it but I do. Now that I think about it thats probably why I have such a fascination with heroin i'd so try it if it wasn't so addictive and life destroying thats another secret dream of mine that shall never come true.

 

I am the biggest baby ever. I have to read comics on the wall while the nurse pokes me with the needle. But I have fantastic veins. Im all pale and have all these long blue veins. Easy peasy. I donate blood when Im due though I get butterflies in my stomach. My mom is sick like you and likes to watch herself get the needle

 

my blood is great. i love when i bleed. only complaint is that it doesn't bleed long enough when i'm cut

 

I'm pale to litterally white you can see every vain in me to. I actually usually chicken out about watching the needle at the last second. I like getting shots but not the pain that comes with it. I'm allergic to any kind of pain.

 

can i introduce you to my friend heroin?

i can't do needles at all... i can't even watch them give shots on tv...

i tried to donate blood in high school, but my veins and my blood suck so out of the three times i tried, they were only able to get enough to use one time... and i turned green and almost passed out during that time, so i gave up on that bright idea...

 

I'm the same way I kind of wish I was a hemophiliac without the whole you know death part.

 

Haha I wouldn't need you to do that to be introduced to it oddly enough.

 

You are so sweet and fragile in that moment.

 

i really fancy heroin needles myself
and blood bonds as well
thats just fun times

 

This may seem weird seeing as to what i'm talking about. The last shot I got like a week or two ago I was looking forward to the shot part but I was so afraid of the pain I nearly crushed my mom's hand.

 

Thats what moms are for. And I cant wait to be the mom getting my hand crushed.

 

you should look into herion

 

I think I can somehow wait for that to happen to me though.

 

If I wanted to I could oddly enough.

 

well you can get heroin or herion, but what about heron?

 

Damnit the object I most covet I cannot have bah.:beatdeadhorse5:

 

Post-puncture high


Hotwater

 

That confuses me. I feel retarded now.

 

The fascination with needles and having blood withdrawn, the slightly tipsy feeling associated with the loss of blood …etc…


Hotwater

 

Oh I understand now. Thanks...