he didnt know my neighbor would check on me. i thought he was my FRIEND and the second bad s hit happened he ran. it hurts me and INFURIATES my husband. and btw i dont DO heroin. i do a bag or two maybe every month or two.
A lot of people say things. You've gotta do things, not say them. As for your husband, he probably wants to take his frustration and anger with you out on that 'friend'. It will not solve anything.
and he is pissed at me. more pissed at fuckhead for leaving me to maybe die but he no longer trusts me with money he thinks ill buy dope he dont want me to die. so yeah he's mad at me tooo but more mad at the dude who LEFT ME overdosing.
sublim till you got something non retarded to say im not responding to you except dan isnt scary and B he wont hurt the guy he just wants to i wouldnt let him. d is a passifist like me. he's just PISSED. and yeah i plan on doin a lot of DOING.
OH fuck that ITS CALLED PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY!!!!! he wouldnt have had to do ANYTHING if you wouldnt have put yourself in that position!! WHAT are you so fucking naive that you think somebody toting bags of dope around should have morals and character?? THE FUCKING DRUGS RAPE YOU OF THAT!! jesus fucking christ.. you and you alone are to blame for dan walking in and finding you on the verge of overdose!! jesus fucking christ always looking for a scapegoat!! if i was dan i would demand you put yourself in a drug rehab or get the fuck out.. or i would pack my shit and leave myself.. ridiculous.... dont ask what ya dont wanna know......
exactly. ive done it. i dont need it. never had. ive done it now n then when its free cause SOME people can handle hard drugs now n then. my prob was i mixed with benzos.... big no no and i didnt think.
OK, but the fucking gobshite who left you wasn't the one who OD'd. So, it would be my opinion that your husband is in fact a lot more angry with you, the one he cares about, than the other fucking idiot he doesn't care about.
This is better than family guy. KC was right. what a riot this place is. The "drama" is somehow crazy funny. Sorry but OMG! I'd really try and be helpful but this is no forum for that. Try www.na.org if you are actually serious. Otherwise this is really just as silly as anything I have seen.
Well, I'm with HHB here. The sooner you realise that YOU and only YOU are responsible for what happens to YOU, you may be able to START controlling what you do. I really wish you luck. Honestly, I do.