so last night i ventured into the abyss with 10 hits of some very high grade cid. i started my night off by getting a hotel room, this was to be away from everything so my mind was clear. i dropped two hits and faced a blunt. by the time the blunt was done i could feel the acid. i decided to smoke a few more bowl packs until the effects really began to take place. after that i took the mattresses of the two beds and put them in between each box spring as to make a V shape. i sat in the meditative position and put the rest of the 8 hits in my mouth. as the trip was coming up it was very very cold, i was scared shitless wondering what i had gotten myself into. when i closed my eyes the light would flicker on and off, i felt as if spirits were right outside my body, messing with the light. i opened my eyes to see if the light really flickered, and it did. i sat closer to the light to warm up and be closer to god. as i looked at the blanket i was under it manifested into this mountain, everything turned to this very pale, but at the same time bright white light. i looked up at the ceiling as mountains of shapes and mystic flows began to swirl around the room. i sunk into the bed, the trip had stop coming up and was in full effect now, boom i went ego def and all my fears had disappeared. the cold soon turned to an overwhelming warmth, i could feel god everywhere, he held me and his hand with the greatest warmth and care, like when a mother cares for her child. i felt as i had died and gone to heaven. i learned many divine secrets, experiencing knowledge from the past, present, and future. i questioned all night what the true essence of god was. i believe god is pure love intertwined into the universe, so that he is all things to us all. he was the most simple of things and yet the most complex. in the middle of all this i stopped to draw a picture, god moved my hand for me, it was like a machine, my hand was moving at a hundred miles per hour, pulsing up and down like i was a living tattoo gun. i drew pictures with more ease and creativity then ever before. during the trip i must have died and been reborn many of times. Shapeshifter if you read this i too am a Shapeshifter. when i closed my eyes i would be taken to these divine landscapes. at one point i looked at my hand and this blinding white light came out of it and reality almost completely blasted away, but it soon stopped. i picked up a bible out the drawer and began to reading some of the psalms. i then flipped through the pages to fan myself with the divine words of god. as i flipped through the pages a bright white light came from inside and a rainbow covered the outside of the book. the last of the trip was sort of a repeating process of trying to understand and prove what i had saw and learned. plus a few back massages from god, and a battle with god that i had one, of course he lets everyone win for he loves you and wants you to be happy. sorry this is so long. it was a very profound experience with lots to talk about. the world is about to shift, i can feel it. the minds of all will see the love of life and the life in love. much love to all of you. oh btw i thought about this forum too, it has a very deep energy. hehe.
My friend, I am so happy that you finally understand my nick name. It is very difficult to explain it to somebody who didn't go through shapeshifting. I am now sure that you will look at my posts from the past and those that come in the future from a different angle. Just find few from long ago and reread them, not because I am allmighty or know everything. I know nothing, but now you can understand better what I am always talking about. Now you know why I love everybody and why I am so stuck to love and peace, and nothing else matters. Now you know that when you always stick to that love, there is no strong dose or something that can make you have a bad trip. Everything you do from love is right thig to do! And yes, this forum has that very deep energy, because we all touched that unconditional love at least once, no matter are we aware of it or not. Love you all!!
inthydreams, are you a female? Because if you questioned the Nature of God on 10 hits of LSD, you are damn lucky that the pain didnt paralyze you and seize up your mind and body :tongue: In all seriousness though, glad to see other people reaching out in the Light of creation with psychedelics, the blinding white light you speak of is something I only began to experience after many hundreds of mushroom trips, sometime last Spring it started manifesting as the fabric of reality. The first time I saw it, I noticed that everything was getting bright, it was actually very painful, and the brightness wouldnt stop growing in intensity. It actually gave me some nervous sensations which rarely happens anymore, its good to feel alive through fear sometimes! But I was like "My God, how many brighter shades of white can there be?!" and I held on to reality (whatever that is) as the light kepts vibrating at higher and higher frequency until I was fully blind. Only my blindness was Love by light, not darkness by nothing. Namaste and thank you for the beautiful report. (ps. I asked if you are female only because I find it obvious that girls harbour pain and men exude it, so the tables are usually turned in terms of suffering the death of the questioner as he/she blends into that which is in question. There are exceptions to every rule of course)
yes i do. it is not that great of a picture, just good compared to my usual doodles. secret messages lay inside tho. i am a male. haha.
