Going through my days, What am I scared for? My mind and me at war, What do they all think? This self conscious craze. Am I quite smart enough? Am I dumb as they come? Should I have more fun? Is this too much thought? Mind in pieces, Body in one. I'm as scared as they come, Yes, talking about me, No my mind isn't free. For those who watch this show, You can't begin to understand, This mindset I cannot command, Do not begin demands, Until I can give it a go. Why can I not stop this, This depression of mine? Is this paranoia A crime? Does it pose a danger to me? Confidence just give me a kiss. It began many years ago, Self Destructive interior, Calm, Collected exterior, Don't ask what I'm feeling, Because I don't even know.
