ok firstly im not proud but the fact still remains that i ate over 100 hits (G's up hoes down) in a span of 8 months. by the 8th month i was forgeting everything like i was always lost and depressed and it was just all out bad. its been almost a year and i regained all my brain cells im no longer depressed i can add 1+1 , im basically back to normal. everyone talks how E is really bad for you and only do so many hits throught a lifetime. ok well i did over 100 and im fine but when im like 50 am i gonna be fucked or????????????
damn that sucks yo i popped about 500 rolls this yeear and im not depressed in any way and doin great in school. guess i was lucky...for now lol
This is just a guess, but I would think that if any damage was going to happen it would happen right away. I can't see you being fine now and then 10 years from now everything just going haywire. The fact that you're fine now shows that your body was able to repair itself.
From what I can discern, by far the most dangerous thing about multiple doses of 'ex' is the fact that very often, you'll also be taking in multiple doses of speed. I don't think the effects of comparing the average person who has demonstrated memory impairment from taking too much roll can be easily attributed primarily to the MDMA. I'm very frustrated with these half meth half MDXX pills. Up all last night.
what about 30 blue dolphins in 5 days? my friend did this, twice, and he never was the same afterwords. i think him doing this right before he got into tweaking set him up to have no chance at recovering. my poor friend, he let his brain fall out just when he was starting to learn how to open it too. anyway, you could have brain damage and not know it because you no longer have the same exact brain you did before your experience. how can you be sure that your all the way back at your pre mdma days.
altho their is much debate over neurotoxicity of pure mdma, noone can really say how bad it is and most research has been biased or flawed. i still think taking more than 20 rolls in a lifetime is just a complete waste whether or not you can remember your childhood really doesnt mean anything most brain disorders are growing latent inside u for years sometimes b4 theyre discovered with absolutely no noticable side affects and besides the mdma experience just loses its glow wen u use it to much why dont u share
yeah thats kinda what i was trying to get at. you may "feel" alright, but you dont know what you actually did to your brain.
http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showpost.php?p=4399049&postcount=21 MDMA is not significantly neurotoxic. If you abuse it heavily, it still isn't significantly neurotoxic. The correlative effects of the amphetimine can cause some effects, but if you take care of yourself (which it sounds like you and your friends are not) you will be fine. The effects are totally reversible. Abstinence for a month while exercising and eating right, and getting good sleep will bring you back 100% from abusing MDMA. If, on the other hand, you are also taking other drugs, like pure meth, heroin, alcohol, and so on, then they can cause problems, yes. but not the MDMA.
i've picked up well over 500 pillz, but i dont know if i have consumed 100 quite yet...prolly around 60 or 70...
when it do e week after week sometimes it feels like my brain and thoughts jump and i get weird rushes too, could be from acid too.. i thought doing 15 gel caps in three weeks (one cap each trip) was to much for me, nvm 500 in a year... good luck brothers
E is the most blown out of preportion drug.. everyone says it's the worst for you and it will kill you i dont really buy into all that shit becaue im that kindof person. you said you basicly felt braindead and depressed by the 8th month, that's your body wishing it was still in euphoria vill, after excessive use of a drug as intense (in a good way) as E you're gonna feel a larger gap between reality and tripping. E isnt as bad for you as everyone says but its not exactly a good thing, you might think about cutting down your useage just alittle bit just so you dont drift too far from reality and you cant find your base again. i know how it is to never really feel the same afterwards and no be able to find your center but that's what you need to do, find that place in your mind that's untouched by the E and sit there every once in a while just to keep yourself grounded to some extent.
