Hi. I am in a very awkward position. I have had feelings for other men. The more I try to lok the other cheek back to women, the more it becomes so magnetic. I'm usually trying to cover it up by trolling other members and make others feel bad. God. It has gotten so bad, that I can't read a male poster's post without actually getting a hard on. The thing I'm afraid of, is that I will loose respect from my friends on trollvalhalla if they knew about this. they have enough private information on me to royally mess with my life. I could loose my job, because my boss is a big homophobic. Is there any way I can come out and not loose respect on the Internet?
These forums have been a great source of support for me. Use the forums before going and doing anything that could blow up in your face. Talk to people,answer threads,post some of your own,ask questions. I don't understand how you could loose respect from anyone here,we're basically all going through the same type of things. You've already begun to come out with writing this post. So that's a small beginning. Don't say anything to your boss,it's none of his business anyway. And what is trollvalhalla? I don't think you need to tell anyone (or at least not yet,)espicially if you're dealing with negative people,homophobics and queer haters. Don't worry, Take it slow. You have a great support here. Welcome, Joey,
The forum is used by people who deal with very real and painful issues. You offer only a one line comment. If you have something real to deal with, please elaborate and we'll listen. Otherwise I'll assume you're a troll and the "Ban" button is real easy to touch.
Thanks yarapario, I was thinking the same thing, except I have no button to push. Although I wish I did sometimes. lol J*
Hey Joey*, yeah, you're welcome...sometimes I'm just not sure if folks are real or not. I'm willing to give the benefit of doubt in case someone is hurting though. If you see weird stuff that I miss, please let me know, Thanks, Steve
Absolutely Steve, No problem,. I'll keep a look out for post by trolls and weirdos. They bug me.They're way to annoying.lol. And Thanks for all the good work you do. Joey*,.
Khan, r u a muslim? i kno how hard that can be! ur screenname Khan is islamic..so i was jsut wondering
Could also be a Trekker. I don't get it Khan. I looked at your profile and it is empty. How many real ppl know u as Khan? That surely is not your real name. So, you could be Ricardo Montalban as far as anyone on the Net knows. Shale (not my real name)
