so today i failed two tests because i forogt i had them, i was suddenly enlightened towards my current status on the complicated social ladder that haunts teens enduring the 4 year hell of highschool and my best friend has given up marijuana because he got busted by a cop. while i dont want to sound like im a whiney little baby, this day has truly sucked. so what did i do when i got home from the 2 and a half hour of interigation from my parents while we were out to dinner? i drank a whole lot. and why did i drink? because i have no weed. and why do i have no weed? because god decided to put a cherry on top of my bad day by making my dealer get mugged of all the weed i was supposed to by from him today. so, my good friends at the hip forums. i am drunk, and i am unhappy and i am a stoner with a life consisting of failed tests, loser social status and a desire for marijuana at all times. and, yes, i'll fucking drink to that. HERE'S TO THE LOSER!
if only there was like a system that got jobs for sotned people, easy, simple jobs that support a weed habit
Man. When I smoke up, I can concentrate way better. At least with sativa. So I'm actually using tree to HELP me with high school! Gutted about that mugging. Mugging is bullcrap..
that really blows dude hopefully your dealer comes through with some fat bags soon and hopefully you start feelin better about stuff. being a loser isnt all that bad though as long as your have loser friends to hang with. Me and my friends always call ourselves losers but it doesnt bother us cuz we dont really care. i get pussy and get high so thats all that matters to me. their mom is mad cool when she found out when they toked she just grounded them from me for 2 weeks and not from any other prveleges. we hung out anyway of course so it was a basic no punishment for them. i hope you feel better about your life. dont commit suicide cuz some douchebag posted on here a while back saying that all people who kill themselves smoke weed. adn definetley dont kill yourself because everyone on this forum is connected to u thru stonerism and that makes us all brothers and sisters. a big fuckin stoner family!
yeh and killing yourself is the biggest waste of everyhting that anyone can do, next to killing other people, thats jsut evil. man wait till u get out of school and can sjut get like a job and supermarket, meet heaps of people, and u can still be a hardcore stoner. oh well maybe its better uve drunk than got stoned if yur so sad.
dont worry, ive got no intention of killing myself. sometimes i just feel down so i channel that anger through my fingers onto the keyboard.
If there's two things I've learned in life up to this point, it's: 1) Shit happens 2) When it rains, it pours This is just one of those times when it rains shit and everying bad happens at once. I've gone through plenty of those times. Don't let it get you down. Before you know it, everything will be a whole lot better. And look at the bright side: The longer you don't smoke the higher you'll get when you do.
I feel how you do sometimes...everything goes wrong...you just start contemplating giving up.....yah? I would just say that when you feel like that, get stoned...I dont know if it works for you but when I get depressed, say when the girl I liked was getting with my friend...I was soooo freaking sad but then I smoked a few bowls and just laughed about the whole thing and felt better the next day. Again this is a different situation but it helps me. But if your facing sobriety, good things will start to happen to you and it will all go away
hey man that sucks looks like you had a rough day and you just needed to vent it out a bit. but instead of dwelling on it and feeling like crap, go take care of business, don't be a slacker and keep your on studies. cause ultimatly going to school and getting an education is what is gonna decide how you spend the rest of your life. but as for you ganja situation, just meet more people that sling. and as for your friend, i say you taunt him a few times with a joint, if he doesn't give in then he's serious and it would be best to not try to sway him cause then he might not stay friends with you?
Man, I act the same way when I'm drunk, all sad and depressed. But then, I guess I mostly only drink when I'm depressed already, which fortunately isn't often or I'd be an alcoholic. Ha! Anyways, don't worry about your stupid high school status. Once you've gotten out of that situation...like, within a month of college you'll be looking back and realizing how pointless all that is. Just be who you are. And hey, who here hasn't fucked up on a test before? It sucks, sure, but don't worry too much about it. You just gotta bust ass for the rest of the quarter or semester or whatever. One test, even two tests, isn't the end of the world. It doesn't count for much in the long run. Hopefully you can get your weed soon, though if you're really craving it that bad, maybe it's not such a bad thing for you to take a break from it.
I actually have never smoked any sativa other than variants of skunk. Skunk = yummy and good for the brain! But I don't think I could really find any other good sativa if I tried. I guess I just lucked out finding this source.
ya where i live we mainly smoke durban poison..which is an awesome high, but personally i prefer indica highs, much more entertaing...but for studyin purpose..definately a sativa,cos indica jus makes me wanna dance and i suppose thats not very condusive to studyin
how does indica wanna make you dance lol it usually makes me wanna sit down in a big comfy fluffy chair
Dont let life get you down too much. Just kick back and breathe, relax a bit. About every quiz I took the begining of this year sucked, some of them still do... I used to be really good in school too, then I got lazy and lost motivation (then I started smoking... funny how that worked out) Just be happy that day is over and look with hope for better ones to come? Whats the worst thats gonna happen if you dont do well in a few classes? Just need to change career paths a little, theres plenty out there that you can be happy doing that you dont need awsome grades for. I hope this is helpful and makes sense for you... just be careful following my advice, I'm a horrible under achiever =P
wel for me its when i smoke sativa that i usually feel the need to sit down...get comfortable...and basically do nothin constructive but be lazy(not saying that theres anything wrong with that)...but indica smacks me right up,gives me like an energy boost and ya...i jus wanna dance...
Gotta remember, a big part of what kind of high you get is set and setting. Set being your mood and attitude going into it. If I'm in an upbeat mood, smoking will make me more upbeat so I may want to dance around. I don't know what I've been smoking though, usually it's just some regs. What is Norther Lights, indica or satvia? I got some of that recently, but didn't know what it was.