Never eating mushrooms again but glad I did.

I ate some shrooms a few weeks ago and it was the worst experience ever. I got into this frame of mind where everything I thought about that had anything to do with myself or other people... I just saw how everything we ever think, say or do, is just a biological reaction and that we're just animals acting on a more sophisticated form of instinct. When I felt like I was in love, it was just chemicals at work. I've been aware of this for a while now, but on the shrooms it's like I could see it even more clearly.

Bo matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make myself happy and I just got naked and laid on my bed and rolled around in agony for a few hours. I wanted to die, life seemed pointless, and it literally HURT just to exist during the first few hours of the trip...

But when that weirdness went away I saw clearly what causes me pain in my life, and that it was procrastination. And once you start getting shit done, it kinda becomes easier from then on once you really try... Since then I've been getting things done the way i should, and I'm happier than ever. I feel like I woke up from being asleep, and I realized that so much shit I and others think about is bullshit.



In that sense I see shrooms as a powerful tool, but as far as recreation goes, I see it as no different from chugging cough-medicine...it made me puke and I chipped the back of my tooth chewing them...middleschooler shit to me...


But that trip definitely opened my eyes, for sure.



Anybody else have an eye opening experience on shrooms that they'd like to share?

 

I disagree. On so many levels.

 

dont chug cough syrup...extract it

 

I feel ya...it's just putting those fucking things in my mouth just isn't worth it to me.

 

if its the eating process, there are ways around that. mushroom chocolate, mushroom tea, mushroom extracts, mushroom tincture made in alcohol, grinding mushrooms and putting it in pills...

if its the bad trip bit, those are less likely with lower doses.

 

nah, theres a certain organic beauty with mushrooms for me to not love them.

 

So shrooms revealed a deep aspect of life, and a hidden flaw in yourself, and you think it's middleschooler crap, and not worth it cuz it's yucky?

There is a maturity issue here.

 

Read the post, dude.


I said when used as recreation. My experience was far from recreational.

 

id just suggest a lower dose and a better frame of mind should u choose to do them again, which idk y, it just seems like this to me but most people who have a bad trip the first time on a substance and say theyll never do it again eventually end up trying it again, even if it does take them a while.

 

I don't think you did it for the right reasons.

EDIT: nevermind. who i am to judge your intentions?

 

Well congrats on the revelation.

Just out of curiosity... You chipped your tooth when chewing the mushroom??? How'd that happen?

 

maybe you havent figured yourself out yet....maybe some soul searching should have been done before you embarked on something like shrooms. Maybe thats why you were in the dark while you were tripping.

 

Some people strait up aren't ment to trip. But it sounds like you had so much insight on life that it was to intense. plus if you got naked you were tripping cock balls. not necessarily a bad thing it's just you were tripping so hard you probably barely could control yourself. but that is totally amazing that it opened your mind a little more to enjoy life there is much psychological use that pscylociben has and we need to learn more about it because there are tons of positive benefits i'm sure cactus is another one of those. you were by yourself on this trip i'm assuming?