ever felt sober because the people around you were sooo fucked up?

so this weekend i was at a live music festival in upstate new york. needless to say there were drugs there aplenty. I personally was tripping on 3 hits of acid as well as 2 grams of mushrooms, and countless bowls and beers. However, despite my insane level of fuckedup-ness my friend who was there with me kept making me feel sober, he was on 5 hits of acid an eighth of shrooms and a roll. I would see the way he was acting and be like, god damn, that kid is fucked up, and then when i thought about it i remembered that i too was also insanely fucked up, but by comparison, i felt like i was being reserved, lol

 

Well whenever people act really fucked up around me I always wonder how they feel and what they were seeing. It doenst make me feel more sober it just makes me wish I was at the same level as they were.

 

I've been more fukt up than my friends, at times, and they've been more fukt up than me, at times; so we each know plenty about the different levels of intoxication we are each feeling, because we've all been there. haha

Last year though, I ate 7 hits of acid and gave 7 hits to my friend. I've tripped plenty of times before then, so I knew what to expect, but it was my friend's first trip and he ate 7 hits of acid......so he was trippin out and came close to losing it and I had to help him stay within reaching distance of reality while I was trippin sack. I was wondering what it was like for him, being his first trip and tripping as hard as we were.

 

i like to think alot when im altered... and its usually what brings me back down sometimes... like at parties, i'll be thinking stuff and then its like whoa these people are so fucking loud i cant hear myself think. haha.

so i just walk up to my friend and be like... dude, level with me and listen to how loud this shit is... when people get talking it can get so loud its insane... plus that apartment was about a block away from the police station, and we already had the neighbor next door talkin shit to us. so i was a little paranoid.

but i like to think my reasoning and thinking is what didnt get us busted...