thinking that ALL drugs were bad, you can over dose on weed, sex was gross and one puff of a cigarette would kill you, and the most important thing is getting an A on that next math test. I can't say I miss those days too much since I love drugs and sex and shit, but life was so different back then. like even if i were to never have sex again until marriage and be sober for the rest of my life it wouldn't be the same because i've already done all that stuff so i know it's not like what they tell you.
No I don't remember that. I may have been young once but if I was ever innocent nobody ever seemed to notice.
I remember all of that except being worried about getting an A on the next math test. I coasted through most of my schooling before high school. I was one care-free kid.
I totally remember those days. But I guess parts of them weren't so long ago though. The first time I smoked weed was probably two and a half years ago and the first time I had sex was a little over two years ago. But even so, I miss the feeling that there was so much unknown to discover. I suppose there still is, but it just isn't the same. But I dunno what you're talking about. Getting an A on my math tests is still high priority (just got a 93 on my calc 2 test on monday... yay me. haha)
Nope, Mom was a Junkie whore (She's since found Crack, damn near 60 and still "Rockin'"). Sorta skipped right past innocent into Adult-trapped-in-body-of-child. :cheers2:
Yeah, I remember when I honestly believed if I didn't wash my hands after touching Salamanders that I would grow a second head. My grandparents told me this, I don't think they know how much it fucked me up, lmao.
Yeah man, it created like this ticking time bomb effect in my mind. I would search for and play with Salamanders, and then feel like I had to rush home and wash my hands before a second head would start growing if I was touching them for more then about 10 minutes, lol.
man, so just a few minutes ago i was walking my dog, and there were these kids no older than 10 out there who started playing with him. one of them asked me what he should do if he finds drugs, and i asked him what kind of drug, and he said cigarettes.... made me feel so guilty. :biggrin: oh, to be 10 again....
Ahh, the simple life of a kid with very few worries, I miss that, especially when summer time comes around.
i remember intending no harm, which is the true meaning of "innocence" btw, and still don't. the other stuff, well it was a little different for me, not being all that social anyway. there were things you avoided to not get yourself or someone else in trouble, but it wasn't all black and white like that either. there were degrees of risk and of good sense to avoid them, that included being considerate of others.
I remember when I was only 11 I knew I was gonna smoke weed as soon as i could get it. I'v been smoking grass now since the age of 13 But I do remember thinking I was never going to touch any pills, powders etc. but then my mind opened
I miss when me and my friends had the times of our lives before drugs. Can't say that I regret loosing my innocence. I had to look at shit eventually.
