When things feel perfect....

You know that feeling...

when everything is just NICE, and mellow..perfect really...everything is pleasant and the way it's supposed to be and the burdens of life are just lifted off of you?

that has been me lately. espiecially today. just amazing.

 

i have no idea what you're talking about.

 

thats precisely when i get scared...

 

Exactly. Life gives with one hand and takes away with the other. Just when it's going great BANG, disappointment.

Oh well, such is life

 

I have no idea what you are talking about either, but lucky you. Sounds nice

 

Well just a general feeling of life being perfect even if just in the moment.

I dont know... I went through a lot of hard, stressful times lately. and i made lots of progress too. lots of it.

I feel like I deserve to feel the way I do right now and I'm so glad.

and lol @ jerry and the being scared... i do know what you mean but im not gonna worry about life..haha

 

ohh right. ecstasy. gotcha. lol.

 

Hahaha

I cant wait to roll again soon. 2cb will have to do for now but i cant wait for that

 

good for you hun!

i would be like that but my throat is swollen
but if it wasn't
I'd be like you too, lol

 

i don't think i'm familiar with that feeling...

if i felt that way, i would just assume i'm forgetting something bad...

 

i know that feeling. you gotta go through a lot of tough shit to be aware of that feeling enough to enjoy it.

 

underwear-haha.... it's more like just not CARING about problems cause they just don't matter. hard to explain.
im more mellow now.
and that's good flannel well not about your throat...

im so glad ive been feeling better...

 

you know i think you're right
a large part of it is in the absence actuallly... it's complicated yet simple.

 

that's cool. happy for ya.

the day didnt start off that well, was about to windmill kick some fuckers in the parking lot.

but i also begged my gyno to not make me get an examine today, and he said ok

so the vibe is pretty nice right now. But dun dun dun, must take meds tonight. i think i'm gona write or maybe do a kickass charcoal portrait of marley tonight with some g love and special sauce playin.

 

Sweet. haha..that would be so much fun. what meds?

I'm just layed back now. gonna sleep well tonight and have a lot done.

 

meds that you would not like haha, believe me.

 

I love that feeling. It's complete bliss; nothing in the word can touch you. On those days where there's a hint of summer on the breeze, where everything's gone your way, and your world is a happy, loving place... Serenity at it's finest. I'm surprised so many people don't know what's being referred to =/

 

you are so hardcore....