im convinced by the day that I will be alone forever ..... more I think of it, more I realize maybe it's not so bad ...... less stress & destractions from even greater parts of life maybe ........ other parts of me wander really how magikal it could be ......then I start thinkin about those things and start to realize the possibility that mayb no1 could live up to my expectations of this magik can't help anymore to feel like it's not up 2 me
oi! there's no need to be rude!!! You never know what's round the corner...you'll meet someone special and you'll want to share your life with them. I can relate to what you said in your post; right now i dont see the need of having a relationship with anyone as i have a lot of stuff to deal with in personal terms, i mean i need to sort my head out. But it doesnt mean i want to be alone forever. I'm sure neither do you, but i think i know what you feel. dont worry too much and just get on with your life.