Ya ever ponder,

basically i've always wondered what medications i would be on if i didnt smoke marijuana.. i'd definitely probably be on some mood altering meds if i wasnt on marijuana...

 

i would probably be pretty boring, and less open about shit than i am now.
i probably wouldn't have some of my friends i have either, especially my boyfriend.

i don't like to think of life without drugs right now. which is kinda bad, cause i know i don't wanna be doing drugs all my life, but i can't help to think what life would be without them lol.

 

I'd be really fat because if I wasn't spending money on drugs it would go to food.

 

i can't really imagine what i would be like. i would probably still be a punk starting fights with people and shit. doing drugs really mellowed me out and shit. especially acid..shit changed my whole personality. alot i don't do anymore because after a few bad experiences i think it's kind of dangerous, but i'm still glad i did them you know i have like a completely different outlook on life and everything now

 

Yeah, acid and pcp were some life changing expieriences for me. I pretty much denounced half of what used to be my life after doing that shit enough. Plus, when food tastes purple, everything changes.