its not a dream........ so dreams forum would be out of the question..... anyways, Ive been having "visitors" very often when Im in my bed....... once I fall asleep, I can feel little feet on my bed........ like trolls, or animals, or such! but when I force myself to wake up, I dont see them....... alot of times Ive been attacked........ physically...... Ive felt teeth on my wrists...... and biting/scratching all over my body........ Ive felt like Ive been held down, or pushed off my bed several times... with the covers wrapped around me tight.....its getting to the point to where it happens all night long, and I cant get any sleep....... so I lit some sage and spread it all over my room, and said a prayer..... its calmed down quite a bit since then, once, last night, I did feel something on my arm that hurt, but soon after that, I had a presence in my bed, who comforted me..... any thoughts on this?????
Madcrappie, all that comes to me is that you're finding your inner resources. My God, what an experience you're having...but you're handling it. And I think that's the point of it.
Im getting tested here?? its not fun to have unwelcome visitors prancing around on your bed... but I think I have calmed that down somewhat....... hopefully.
I know about "not fun." LOL Tested? Yes, I think there's a lot of that going on, for all of us. Seems like you've handled it fine. Congratulations! So what have you learned?
have you ever considered that this might be a reoccurring dream?? you say you wake up and you don't see them, so maybe your dreaming all of this? sometimes the simplest explanation is the right one.
no its not a reoccuring dream. after I spread sage all over my room and said a prayer, it all disappeared. I havent had any bad spirits in my room since.
Hi Madcrappie When sorting out what is happening, and why, you follow the thread of energy as if you were working backwards toward the beginning to find the reason, or explanation. Imagine a large ball of energy that looks like a ball of tangled yarn. The threads of energy actually look like fiber optic threads. Each thought, and experience holds an imprint. Each thread is unique. When following your experience back what the beginning looked like was a past life recall, mixed with an energy imprint. The energy imprint is a residual energy from the astral fields. Which means you got side tracked so to speak, and wandered a bit before completing your crossing over from one life to the next. Actually you appear to be looking for someone, and not lost as much as not sure where you are going. These memories, and experiences are tuned into, or most active when in Rem sleep, and yes, are very different than a dream. The reason sage worked was you were clearing your own energy field of unwanted, or needed attachment. Kind of like cleaning a closet. This is one way Dream Healers offer help, or energy in healing. These memories, and experiences feed on the emotions much like we live by breathing. The astral fields act like unwanted visotors, and parasites in this now moment. To go back to your past life before this one you were about 24 when you died. You were a radio, and code breaker You were in a large city much like a consentration camp, war camp. and was deeply in love. As you both were poisoned, as were many others, your death was slow. You both promised to find each other on the other side, not fully understanding what that would mean, or even what form you would take. That memory of such a love still haunts you at times. This feeds the astral energy thread. So what is actually happening is you have two threads crossing. One from the past life, and one from the astral field. Sage, rose quartz, lavender, and white birtch bark will heal this place, and restore balance. Will you ever find each other again. Yes. But give each other time to heal from the past so the future is not spent battling old scars, wounds, and memories. That is what the remembering is all about. The awareness to heal from within your spirit, and elemental body.
wow, old crone, thanx for bringin her up...... Ive had more than one gifted person tell me about her...... about how we feed off each others energy..... and she is one of my most strongest spirit guides.. one who has been there for me for quite a long time... I didnt realize that all of that has to do with what happened in the past.... weird! IM just glad I cleansed that all, because those memories/dreams were really hurting me.....
i hope this post doesnt get deleted again. i just have a couple of simple questions: 1 are bad spirits allergic to sage or something?? 2 what prayer did you pray? 3 who did you pray to?? 4 are there ways of calling these bad spirits, because i would like to see them??
I use Sage maybe once a month to clear my living space of anything negative. It has the most wonderful effect. If you would like to try it you can probably get it from any "new age" type of store. I can also get my "sacred sage" from a nearby Native reservation where they grow it especially for the purpose of clearing / purification.
yeah it also goes good with italian food, but what properties does it posses that makes it ward off spirits, or purify ones living space? would other spices work, like pepper, or garlic powder? and how do you know if there are evil spirits in your room? do you actually see them or do you just feel them at night like madcrappie??
I pretty much agree with what you said but the above confuses me. Are you asserting that the astral fields/realms/worlds are acting as parasites? Are you not aware that the astral worlds are inhabited by a myriad of interdimensional beings? I know that when one goes upon their journey after death there are many astral planes that they can choose to inhabit, many planes that one has to cross to be reborn with memory or to regain it. I think it would be more likely that there had been some dealings in the astral planes between madcrappie and a group of entities that can manifest in the physical plane and had followed his trail. It's actually not too uncommon. I had a girlfriend that went through the same thing and we delt with it in much the same way, burning white sage. I did quite a bit of dream work with her after that, unfortunately it both helped and scared her. Apparently the entity that had been pestering her followed her entire bloodline, generation after generation. I had followed back as far as I was able and discoverd that it was brought on by some transgresion of an afterlife deal... by her greatx6 grandmother... wasn't able to decipher the pact though so I could figure a loophole... not sure if it ever came back or is now 'haunting' her daughter...