I am 20, and could be a psychic?

So I need help, badly..

I am a Virgo and 20 years of age. Hello. I am posting here because I don't know what else to do. I always felt different from others and never had many true friends.

I can read people, it's always been this INTENSE instinct that comes over me when I meet, or talk, or watch others. I feel so empathetic that it takes over my mind sometimes causing anxiety.

What I have come up with, is that I am so far empathetic possibly, that I can use this to read another human? Or is it possible that empathy and telepathy are normal human traits? Could it be mine are somewhat increased?

Honestly, I feel like a God, or I was an important person in my past life, I can't pin point it and I'm going crazy.

Lately many of my friends have been saying things such as anti-christ traits, or I can read what others are thinking/feeling/about to say...

Does anything I have said set off a light bulb ? I really am having trouble lately since I dropped out of college and have not found a solid job, because of these anxious feelings?

I've had something relating to this happen at least once a week since I was very young, I also remember the events when I was so young that lead up to this, is this natural?

Please help, there is a lot more to the story I'm just afraid to say too much or people will think I'm crazy and it's a waste of time...

Thank you so much.

 

Is the psychic thing what you think you have or what you want to have? Since that would be the easyest explanation. But hell i may be psychic too.

I also don't need friends, don't get along with people. You just have a good brain, which sorts thing out for you and you can tell what they feel, want to tell. It's called intuition, you have just learned to listen to it.

So basicaly you understand people, you kinda know what will happen (or have a very clear view of what might happen) and because of that you lack new impressions, surprises and unexpected turns in life. Because of the lack of impressions you feel bored, depressed and uninterested in things, parties and stuff. You don't go to parties too much, because you know in advance what will happen there. You grow tired of the people that are around you because you know them too good and they can't give you anything unexpected. Most people you meet are forgotten once you get to know them. All the new things you try are put down once you find out that you can do that.

P.S. Well that's how it goes with me. Pisces 17 years of age.

 

That is EXACTLY how I feel, it's also something I dont really WANT, but have come to cope with and now want to explore.

I find it funny that you are 17, 3 years younger than me, and just wrote EXACTLY what is on my mind and how I feel..

I never needed friends either, this is an important one for me as I feel I dont relate, but deep inside I have something far more brilliant to bring to the table I just dont know what it is yet?

I was hit deep with that reply damn

 

Yeah this situation has been making me more and more unemotional and uninterested for a couple of years. Don't know what it is or why but that happens.

 

My mind is continually inhabited by someone who is like both of you, only more so, and she seems to have adapted pretty well to a "normal" life. She's 44 years old. If you're interested, maybe you could tune to her through me and see if she has any ideas that might help.

 

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People are sooo discriminating. I was a young psychic, up to a few months ago. You're not crazy, your friends are afraid of it. I can't really explain mine too much cause i've done it sooo many times but you can read my myspace and see if that's what you relate to. But so you know, take caution now. Psychic is just a small level. It doesn't matter if you could read mines, it's a very low level.. and there's a way to get to the higher levels. :-D

http://www.myspace.com/finbutterfly other than that... I can help you with whatever you need. :-D

 

hey , now that's a pretty good job to have . you just bliss out taking good care of your little corner of the universe , and it'll seem effortless .
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Yeah...my 44-year-old friend who's occupying my mind was skittish about revealing her abilities to me...told me it scares a lot of people - it didn't scare me until she started messing with me. LOL Anyway I want to find out the "way to get to the higher levels" - I've been looking for this for some time, and my mental companion has been extremely unhelpful - at least, I think she has, unless there's something I'm not seeing...so I'll be visiting your myspace site.

 

Hey there, you and I see very VERY similar except I am in male form heh. But anyway, yeah I feel like I could never keep friends because they found it odd I always was like on top of everything, I knew what was going on, how everyone was feeling individually, I'd also like to learn some higher levels or possibly explore other things within myself, thank you so much for replying!

 

I remember in another thread you mentioning that you haven't managed to get into a good relationship for a long time. If I can offer some advice, perhaps this is an opportunity to take a risk and open up to someone who could work as a partner (if this person is not in a relationship at the moment), if that's something you would be interested in pursuing - In regards to 'levels' I believe everybody is at the same level according to God, as he judges every one the same, and everybody has something special and unique to offer.

As for methods to reaching 'higher levels', I would honestly try and avoid it. The highest level you can conceive in your mind is a fraction of what can be achieved, so rather than spending a lot of brain power trying to figure out how to self improve, give yourself positive affirmations that you're fine just as you are - and help people whenever you can..

I hope that helps..


At snocbor, I think that you do have a psychic intuition, and rather than pushing people away by trying to tell them about it, you could perhaps keep it to yourself and try and help those same people, but incognito.. worst case, you don't look like you're trying anything funny..

 

Well ain't you the little matchmaker. LOL Thank you for your concern for my well being - rest assured that my radar is working and active at all times. Well since you're interested, here is my assessment: FinButterfly is very cute and apparently quite intelligent, shares my interest in the psychic stuff, and seems creative, which I like. However she's barely more than a third of my age, her favorite bands are ones I've never heard of - and she's apparently quite firmly attached to some guy. But maybe we could be friends, and MAYbe she could teach me some things...

Yeah, but that's not really what we're talking about - I know what I'm looking for, and I'm going to continue to pursue it when the fancy strikes.

I really don't spend a lot of brain power on this pursuit. But it's always a possibility in the back of my mind, and since FinButterfly seems to know something that might help me with my goal, I'm going to try talking to her about it, and see where it goes. Believe me, I don't jump into anything with both feet, and I take most things with a grain of salt. But this seems like a lead that's worth following up.

Not overly much. But your caring and concern is evident, and I'm grateful for that.

 

Hahahaa. :-D This post made me smile. Yes I am attached to my husband. Haha

But I am willing to help anyone and give them the training they need to enter the spirit world, WITH SECURITY.. I had to leave the dark ways because it was so dangerous and so very very freaky. :-D

 

Most likely your not psychic. The same thing happens to me. Just as extreme. That's why I recently decided to chase a career in psychology.

All your doing is reading subtle body language/eye contact/language to see a persons inner feeling or thoughts. It's like putting two and two together, and it's anything but supernatural.

 

Thank you Pixie, I'm grateful for any help you're able to give. I'm interested in finding out what you mean by security and the "dark ways" - I'll respect whatever conditions you specify. More on all this after I read your reply to my MySpace note - I don't have access from my office computer.

 

Well, frankly I'm just getting tired of being treated like this, and I'm wondering what certain people and the universe in general are trying to do to me.

Here's the story of my conversations with Pixie on MySpace. She was the one who, earlier in this thread, told me she would help me attain the "higher levels" and "enter the spirit world." Well of course, I'm already IN the spirit world to a large extent, but I thought maybe she would help me make more progress.

First thing she advised was to do a detoxification. This set me back right away, because the person who has been most open and demonstrative of amazing psychic/spiritual advancement in my life is a chain smoker. So I figure that having a purified body has nothing to do with psychic/spiritual advancement. I told Pixie this, and I asked her if she could see through my eyes and experience what I experience, like my chain-smoker friend who is always in my mind. Pixie totally ignored my question.

The second thing she advised was to watch an online video recording of a guy wearing a priest outfit and standing in front of a statue of Mary. Actually the guy sounded like he had genuine expertise about the spirit world, and experience in dealing with actual spirits. He sounded like the real deal. But (1) what he was saying really didn't touch my issues very closely, and (2) I'm on dial-up, and it took almost an hour and a half to download and watch this 7.5-minute video. I obviously can't do very much of that sort of thing. So I said all this to Pixie.

So Pixie asked me what I was looking for from her. I told her I wasn't exactly sure. I said something about making sure she was really the kind of person I was looking for, so I asked her again whether she can see through my eyes and experience my experiences, the way my psychic friends can. I pointed out that she had never answered this question when I had asked it before.

Again, she ignored my question. I pointed out to her again that she hadn't answered my question. She ignored that, also.

We exchanged a few short notes about this and that, not related to psychic/spiritual stuff. And she never said a word about my question or the fact that she was ignoring me. So I finally asked her to just stop speaking to me. Actually I felt bad about being so harsh, so I apologized and told her that she could still speak to me if she really wanted to, but I didn't see much point in it, since she apparently doesn't want to talk about what I want to talk about.

It's not really a tough question, is it? It's a simple question that could easily be answered with "Yes," or "No," or "Sometimes," or "Partially," or even "I don't want to talk about it," or "You must be out of your stinkin' mind." Any of those answers would have at least acknowledged my question. But to totally ignore my question? Repeatedly? What's up with that?

On the face of it, it seems quite rude. But aside from this particular behavior, Pixie does not seem to be a rude person. Was she making some point? Why not just say what's on her mind?

This is exactly the sort of thing that keeps happening to me as I try to follow this psychic/spiritual path. People who seem to have psychic/spiritual knowledge and ability keep behaving in weird ways toward me just like Pixie did.

How come? Would anybody be able and willing to give me a clue? Cuz right now, I'm thinking maybe it would not be a bad idea to become profoundly paranoid.

 

Hi Zengizmo...All I can tell you is that seeking psychic/spiritual development is a lonely old road at times. Most of it you have to learn on your own. It took me 10 yrs to find a group of like minded people that I felt comfortable with. They all struggle at their own levels. Even a man I consider SO psychically/ spiritually aware is going thru his own inner struggle right now. I can't tell you why you keep running into this problem, but I can tell you, you are not alone. Hope this helps a little bit anyway.....

 

Yes Windy - a lonely old road - at times.

Most times, for me, at least. Sometimes not.

So...it does help a bit to know I'm not alone. Thanks.

And please tell me, how did you find your group of like-minded people? I would like that, I think. A group of friends at various stages of psychic/spiritual growth, who know they're on a spiritual path, and have various psychic gifts and insights. This forum is somewhat like that, but it would be nice to know some people I could have coffee with, or even vodka... LOL

 

Hang in there Zen!

This could be one of those embarrassing Oops moments, where "The Master" suddenly becomes aware that "the seeker" is more spiritually advanced and adept, than "The "Master".

And, they avoid, cover, and retreat, in embarrassment.

Then again, there are those situations where "The Master" doesn't answer some of "the seekers" questions. Because, if "the seeker" isn't able to come up with the answers themselves, they are not yet ready for the next level of what "The Master", or The Universe, has to offer -- Grasshopper.


As for a pattern of this in your life? I would have to guess that there is some quality, or issue, within yourself that these reoccurrences are attempting to draw your attention too. Probably something you are overlooking inside. And keep seeking the answer to outside.

 

Yeah Mojave, actually both of the possibilities you mentioned had occurred to me. And your last paragraph also. But I'm making yet another feeble attempt to see if some gifted psychic would be willing and able to give me a hint. Plus I needed to vent.

Sooooo...it's nice to know I have friends and support here - wise friends. Thank you!

 

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Your dreams are A reality.

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The voices in your head aren't always yours.

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The emotions you feel are not yours alone.

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All energies are mutable.

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All things work both directions.

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People fear what they are taught to repress.

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Everyone is psychic, most just deny it because they were taught it didn't exist.