that i was an egyptian. and i had a big bag of coke. that i somehow had to conceal. but all my clothes were made of clear plastic. ...i need to stop letting myself sober up before falling asleep. what weird dreams have you had lately?
i already discussed my recent unpleasant dream in a thread i think yesterday... lets just say loose bowels and leave it at that...
When I go to sleep mad at Daniel (as I do often, because I am a bitch when I am sleepy), I always have dreams where he pushes the envelope too far and I'm trying to decide whether or not to dump him. I hate those dreams, because there's only 3 things to me that are absolutely inexcusable in my relationships and that's abuse towards me, cheating (that's why it's not an open relationship. If you're too thick-skulled to get that through, then I don't see the point in trying to further a partnership, or killing anything out of anger or sport. But in those angry dreams, he always does one of the above (he's never hit me in a dream, though...I guess that's the one thing I can't ever fathom him doing). That's how most of the night went last night because I didn't eat enough and let my blood sugar get too low, so I was all fucked up mentally and physically. I don't suggest doing that. I hate going to sleep mad...so I try to go to sleep high and full of food.
