help wanted

You have some decisions to make: continue down the reckless path your life has become, do nothing and nothing will change, or decide to change your life. Once you make the decision to change, perhaps it will lead you back home, and from there you will slowly move on. Things wont get better over night, but they will end up alot better than what you are doing now. You started this thread because you want to get out of this hell, so atleast you have that. Now you just have to make the decision to do it. Think about all that it good in your life, think about all you wanted to achieve, think of a better future, and think of the woman you loved and find strength in that. Things will be okay.
The basic defense thing wont do much good in the long run, as you would already know. Come on, only you can make the decision to change things. And if you want to so badly, yet can't seem to do it, then maybe there is something you are afraid of? Facing the truth.
Ignoring is so much easier than facing things, but facing things is so much more rewarding than ignoring things. In the long run.

 

wow. thank you soo much.
i know what to do, in fact, im going to start today.

i owe you big time.
dont let me forget that.

 

Good for you and you don't owe me anything. The only this i would ask is that keep posting here so i can give you the encouragement i said i would
Just remember to hold onto the beauty you have had, because tomorrow will be a new day and it is very easy to be caught up in it. Things will be okay. Be strong.
It is late over here, so im going to sleep but keep in touch, okay?

 

i can slow clap, but thats probably all i can do
cause my life's shit too

no murder
just i feel like i'm in a fucking country song
last night my dog ran away to complete the cliche

 

I'd offer you my couch...but I saw the words substance abuse, and I have three babies.

What I can offer you is a kick in the pants and some words of advice: Quit it.

 

i dont need a place to stay, ive got a half empty king double.

and i wouldnt give any spliff to your babys, im not made of money you know

 

green-hair-blue-eyes, how you doing today?

 

im doin good, about an 8.

lookin forward to this weekend...partypartyparty...then some extreme revision...might slip some mild gardening in there too.

recorded one of my bands tunes, its on my myspace space if you can find that...

 

Its not hard to climb out of the toilet you know.

 

tis a fuckoff big toilet

 

^great, share you personal experiences...may be encouraging
^

Thats good. gardening sounds good too.
oh great, do you mean your actually in a band?

 

Hey, let me know if you ever wanna talk

 

yup im in a band.

people come up to me and go "oh yeah your in the electric shepherds"....."havn't heard you play or anything.....but ive heard alot about you..."

thats good i guessv lol

 

Yeah, does sound pretty cool! What kinda music do you play

 

uuuuhh we try to play reggae but there we get sidetracked by our individual tastes and end up playing something entirely different.
and evry new song we play sounds totally unlike the other tunes we've done

and i guess thats also good

 

yeah sounds pretty cool.

 

Whats your myspace?

 

watch the movie waking life

 

http://www.myspace.com/raggablue

ta da!

 

wow hannah howd you get that huge smiley?!?!?!