I love it, i actually get high off of life now. going around with good friends, chillin, no drug,no weed,no nothing, just us. enjoying music talking look at nature and smeeling all the nice smells in it. it made me feel so content with life, im like damn, this is great, i kept getting little endorphin rushes, pushing smiles and little tear drops. it great.
I once got so scared from something that i literally felt like i just smoked a joint. It was this stupid thing online, and when it happened, i went to my brother, and i was like DUUUDE what the hell just happened man, i'm STONED. Haha it was pretty funny man.
Maybe you should start snorting crushed vitamin B-12 pills... it would seem like a nice way to get high on the natural joys of life.
i don't know if i've ever entirely understood what "high" off of life actaully ment. no, i'm not asking anyone to repeat the words i HAVE seen. but i do enjoy a kind of mellow, detatched, more or less meditative sort of state i prefer to be in. and it doesn't involve chemical substances of any kind, so i guess that's sort of the same thing. i just wouldn't describe it as any kind of that big of a deal as "being high". creating and exploring ARE what gratify for me. something emparing my judgement never did. i think the only time i ever felt like altering my mental chemestry by ingesting anything real did anything close to gratifying for me, was one time with a bunch of magic brownies. i mean chemicals do what there supposed to do chemically, but i just never did find any real gratification in their doing so. =^^= .../\...
Well, I think you live in an envirinment, where you can be high all the time, by the very nature of the path you connect to... at least thats what I see from your posts, and I compare that to my own experiences.