almost busted, and paranoid.

Okay well I was just smoking outside on my porch, and I'm grounded and my mom took my pipe and my papers I had nothing to smoke with so I was smoking out of an apple and my dad opens the porch door as I'm taking a hit, so I just dropped it and it made a loud noise but he asked me why i was smoking so many cigarettes this late. and then he went back to bed.

so either he was being really nice and giving me a break, or he had no idea.

ok also I think my friends hate me. But I'm really stoned so I might be paranoid, but I dunno.
but like my friend was talking about doing coke and she used to be addicted and i was like u shouldnt and she was like well I'm going to buy an 8ball. So I asked if I could do it with her (Ive done coke like 4 times) but then i think she's telling my best friend who just got out of rehab and is sober that I asked to do coke, I don't even think she's going to buy coke they're just plotting or something because my friend told me to call her after I smoked.

And I think they're both talking about me now on the phone..
I don't know. I think I'm just paranoid. Maybe. ...
fuckkk.

but yay the universe is on tonight!!!

ps. the title of this is really weird...I wanna change it. oh well.

 

I think you should avoid the coke, And if your parents trip over some weed. Youll likely be really in for it if they found out that your doing coke too..

 

I'm more worried about them finding me blazed than finding me high off coke, they can't really notice I'm on coke infront of them they jsut think I'm in a really happy mood. Plus, it would be overnight at a friend's house.

 

don't do coke. Man fuck that shit. I can't understand why someone would want to shoved something up their noise

 

well i cant say that i dint enjoy the feeling, although i rarely "shove" cocaine up my nose, usually i snort it. and its not that harsh, in fact its very cooling.

but i really cant say that ppl should do coke when they are 15, im mean, let that brain grow at least till youre out of HS

 

Ok well snorting it. that's gay,smoke just smoke pot. Screw all those other drugs

 

If your friend is buying an 8-ball ask to go in on it. I hate it when I get x amount of a nice drug and I have friends all willing to mouch of it. Or shes a passive aggressive bitch, in that case buy a fat sack of coke for yourself. Either way theres coke.

 

The same reason somebody would want to "shove" smoke in their lungs? Or "shove" things in their stomach (pills, etc)?

And I'm not sure if you've done coke but it doesn't stay "shoved" up your nose... It travels through your nose, but that's about it.

To the OP: Don't do the coke... I mean you can if you want but I wouldn't recommend. And it sounds like you're just tripping because you're high, I doubt anything like that even crossed their mind.

 

Well.
my best firend doesn't wanna talk to me any more now.
she said i was going behind her back because she just got out of rehab.
and she said if i'm going to keep doing drugs
then she wont talk to me.

except she's still going to hang out with the friend who was going to get the coke in the first place so, WTF.

anyway I'm not doing coke, not this weekend anyway.

 

if you're really worried about your friend being pissed, then don't do the coke
talk to her and tell her you aren't gonna do it..

 

If she's not going to be your friend because of what you do on your own time, then she isn't a true friend.

 

yeah, I know.
I talked to her, she said she's not going to hang out with me because I've changed and I've been going behind her back and at least the other friend was straight up with her.

I told her I wasn't going to do it this weekend or anytime soon, and that I'm still going to smoke weed but I've cut back and I wasn't trying to lie to her I just don't think it would be good if every time I'm about to get high I told her cause that would just be too tempting for her....but like if she had asked me I would have told the truth.

and that I don't think I've changed at all.
and she was like well you don't get it, I don't feel like talking about this.

I hate drama.
whateverrr there's nothing I can do at this point.

 

I never have done anything other then weed. I rather put some pot smoke in my lungs. put some white crap up my nose, but that's just me

 

Well it's true that coke is bad for you.
but I'm pretty sure most people doing it already know that.

 

Yeah, I hate the drama between friends that drugs/pot can cause. Anyway, I don't plan on doing coke I'm just curious...what's the high like compared to weed...or is it just one of those things you have to experience to understand?

 

It's nothing like weed.
coke is an upper, weed is a downer.
idk, look it up online I'm sure there are people who would explain it better than me
well one major difference is you get really upbeat and love everything and everyone, that's how i get at least, you talk really fast,
the high only lasts like 30 mins or maybe a little more
it's not like trippy like whoaaa where am I
it's just
coke.

 

Thanks, thats good enough. i was just curious. I'll stick to weed

 

If you have anxiety and are paranoid from smoking weed, I would definitely avoid coke.
Just take a breath. Relax.
If your friend is really bothering you, talk to her and tell her that you haven't been doing coke and you want to support her sobriety.
Best of luck.

 

Coke sucks

Its gets you feeling good, then 10 minutes later its gone and you miss that feeling

Ive watched friends spend $100 only to have it be gone in 15 minutes and them looking for more

Just not worth it

 

How can you say weed is a downer?

Weed is all-positive for me. I have so much energy when I smoke. If I have work that needs to get done. I do it the right way, and no half as shit