This can't be dreams...

Most of you had probably many weird dreams and everything...
This what is happening to me since 24.06.2005. is much different...Since that date I am having the same dreams EVERY SINGLE NIGHT...Every time the same place,but something different is happening........I will describe just ONE of my dreams that is not so complicated.........I found myself sitting on the chair and my head was on the kitchen table.......I decided to do something crazy this time.....I took a paper and the pen from my room.......I drawed few lines on it and put that paper in my closet.In the morning when I woke up,that paper with that draw was there!.....Ok I know what you think.....maybe I was walking in my dream blabla,but I took my camera and I was recording myself the WHOLE night.I looked the whole tape and all I saw is that I was on my bed and wasn't moving whole night until I woke up and turned off the camera................This is just ONE of the simplest dreams I had in this 3 years......Every dream I am trapped in my apartment and I can't go out.......the whole power is out and I can't turn on anything.........only my TV works and it's not even plugged into the power switch......the water in my toilet is also not working......When I look through my room window outside everything is normal...it's beautiful day and people are walking normaly.......I tryed to break my window with the hammer,chair,knife........,but I just can't break it........I am bashing on the window and yelling HELP , but nobody can't hear me.........and my apartment entrancing door are completely blocked off and I can't go out of my apartment........ok now here is something even MORE crazy.......I didn't believe myself also before in 2005. year,but it's true....I AM NOT KIDDING........I took a picture with my sellphone of my entrancing door in my apartment that are blocked.......in the morning that picture was in it!!!!!!
I took them about 5 from all different corners.......omfg I was so scared in 2005. year....My apartment entrancing door have only one lock.....and here it looks so scary.....WTF!!!...I have put one of that images on the net.....here is the link........people......I am NOT LYING.........
http://img240.imageshack.us/my.php?image=dsc00096sk2.jpg
I took that image on 21.09.2005.
This was just the beginning of my dreams.....now it's terrible.......I don't really want to talk about it......I just needed to say something.......I can't take this anymore......I never told and show any of this to anybody.......
Some scientists say that there is a 4. life dimension......maybe that is happening to me for so long????????........Or what the hell????
Please tell me everything you know.....please........

 

Well, there's no question it's really hard to believe you because it's like 99% of a chance that you're just lying to get a laugh.. but if it is true, it's very interesting. I wouldn't worry about it too much, honestly, except for what you haven't told us. But from what you've said, it didn't sound that bad. Strange yeah, but not like anything harmful could happen. Maybe you could try different things in your dreams? What if you tried to enjoy the environment instead of fighting against it?

 

How can I enjoy if my apartment is almost whole in blood?.......In these dreams I see my dead friends from my past that were killed...There was a girl called Tina....she was my friend from past...really good friend....of course she is killed and in the 2007. year I saw her in my dream and she tryed to kill me!She scratched me on my face with the exactly same knife I have in my kitchen drawer.......in the morning when I woke up,I had that scratch on my left cheek.When my parents saw that,I lied to them that I accidently scratched myself when I was fixing my laptop screen........

EXPLAIN THAT... :S

 

I can't

 

we live in a strainger universe then anyone realizes. i nethier belive nor disbelive, only that both anything is possible and of course anyone can say anything whether or not it has anything to do with anything real or not. so i have no reason to believe, disbelieve, or even, for that matter, particularly care.

what i know is that there is a very big universe out there and no reason to assume there aren't, let alone can't be, more then we can ever know or imagine, at the same time i also have a pretty good feel for the odds against what any formalized belief, or anything other then the rigourus testing of science, claims to know about it.

ha! i've seen a few 'impossible' things in this life myself, but i don't generally make any big deal about it. and i don't try to conjure up assumed explanations either. just accept that what i don't know i don't know.

you know, i don't think i'd WANT to live in a universe that i knew everything about everything that it began and ended with. i'd be as bored as a god in a vacume, untill i made enough things i could start forgetting i'd made them so i could have something to discouver and explore.

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If you see what I see in my dreams,you wouldn't be saying this......

But it seems so real.....I even hitted myself in the head and felt the pain and all.....I have total control of myself......I just don't get it....already for almost 3 years.......I just want all this to stop......

 

If I were you, I'd hit up a psychiatrist.

Not saying I don't believe you, not saying I do.
I'd really like to believe you, as this is deffinatly interesting, but I just have this thing where I can't seem to fully believe outragious stories Ive been told from people on the internet lol. I'm human, give me a break.

But yeah, I'd deffinatly see a professional if I were you. Even if you don't settle with what they have to tell you, I think it's a better place to start than an internet forum if you're really serious about finding out why you have these dreams, even though I'd consider that a nightmare..

 

wanting it to stop is probably the problem. i know that sounds scarry, but learning how to stear the flow is the thing. you DO have free will, even if this might sometimes not be obvious within the dreams themselves.

maybe a good pshrinque could help. i don't know. there are lots of 'dimentions'/parallel universes actually we can dream within. folded within ourselves or elsewise.

ok, yah, i see it now, what you're getting at. your subconscious is locking up on you somehow. appearantly 'protecting' you from something it's "occluding" to use the pshriqological parlance. yah, i'm no head pshrinquer myself, but yes, it does sound like a job for one.

one thing though, that i've found, other them my own occulusions, that inhibits freedom of movement and choice within dreams, is insistent sounds in the 'real' outside world. like a neigbor's stereo or tv. what's on them might not appear in the dreams directly, just their being on, preventing, locking in, your dream situation.

you see the outside and you want to get out there and you can't. what comes to mind is that while everything LOOKS 'normal', you have perhapse one or more neighbors in your complex that your subconscious connects with something to be frightened of. someone or several you might or might not run into comming and going.

you had maybe something traumatic to feel threatened by shortly before all this began happening? or maybe when you moved in or since, where you are somehow reminded or reminds you of someplace where either of these things could have happened or been?

yah, i'm no doctor. don't take this wrong, but yah, you might actually want to see one, just on general principals.

well its pretty obvious why you couldn't open the door in the picture. you have some reason to worry about you might go outside and do something you'd regret sleepwalking?

i guess what i don't understand is why in your dreaming your inside your same appartment you go to sleep in.

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Well.....since I was eight,my life changed a LOT.....and exactly on 23.06.2005. all that finished.On 24.06.2005. I started having these nightmares or whatever it is........and I think these nightmares ARE connected with that in the past,because I found myself there few times.....trouble was that I saw ME there doing the EXACTLY SAME THINGS just like I DID several years ago when I really was there........I was reading that the 4. dimension is connected with time......is it possible that I have SOMEHOW came back in my past through these nightmares?????? And how is it possible that I can TAKE A PICTURE of that place and in the morning I have it in my sellphone????The thing that scares me a LOT is that you just said....my apartment......I have no idea why am I trapped in my own apartment......I tryed to get out on all possible ways,but nothing.....the whole power in my apartment is OFF and only the TV is working by showing the black screen and it's not EVEN PLUGGED INTO THE POWER....I can however turn on the electronical devices that works on battery......I used my sellphone thanks to that many times to take the pictures just like that one showed you.....I can even turn on the laptop and do everything normaly on it........Everything else that is NOT working on battery is not working at all......the water in my toilet doesn't work also......And many times in almost each nightmare some letters in red color are writing ITSELF in the front of my OWN eyes.Most of the times it's written something like this:"You were born here to suffer and cry.You will never get out...you will stay in here and suffer forever..." I just don't get it.....even a small kid wouldn't believe in this.......... PLEASE PEOPLE IF ANYTHING LIKE THIS HAPPENED TO ANY OF YOU BEFORE OR TO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS PLEASE TELL ME!!! I have a feeling like I am stucked between two different dimension while I am sleeping......it's just too real to be a nightmare......

 

it sure does sound way, way, way out there! this might be (and i stress MIGHT be!) paranormal activity. i think your best bet is, if you live near a college that you check out the psychology department, and find out if someone has knowledge in parapsychology. if they don't, ask if they know where you could find help/information on this matter. you can also try the physics department and see if someone has knowlage in paraphysics. i'm quite skeptical about what you have said here; but i do not have a totally closed mind on this matter. i hope this helps you out.

 

What if you're sleep-walking while you're dreaming and acting all this out with your sleeping body?
Just an idea.
Also, is that picture of what you saw in your dreams? I mean, your door wasn't really blocked like that irl, was it? What were those things blocking it?
This is very interesting! But I don't know what might be causing it.

 

If you are really concerned about it I would talk to a psych. who knows a lot about dreams and interpeting what you are thinking while you are in them. Just a little advice I am reading a book on meditation (maybe you shou start) and in the book the same thing happens to another man where he is trapped in a room and another buddhist tells him to pull the door open rather than push it, and it ended up working. I'm not saying this is the solution to your dream but I think that there is a solution. I mean do you have skeletons in your closet that you are afraid to tell anyone? Maybe you need to get some stuff off your chest. I think this sounds very interesting and I think you should just flow ith it rather than fight the current. I hope that you have find a solution. Did you ever try lifting the window in the dream rather than break it?

 

I don't want to sound rude or anything, but assuming you're sincere, you might want to see a doctor. Maybe you are developping a mental illness. There's nothing to be ashamed of, I'm sure your a kind person, but for your own sake, you should definetely see a psychiatrist.

Peace, it's gonna be fine.

 

-I already was at the doctor and they didn't find anything...I am completely health.

-Yea...I was thinking I was having sleeping-walk too before......but I already said that I recorded myself with the camera.......and all I saw on the tape was me sleeping normaly without any walking or anything.
-That picture with that door is the picture I took from one of my dreams with my sellphone.That are the entrancing door of my apartment.Like you said...they do not look so much blocked,but believe me...they are...those metal sticks are attached in the floor so deep,that there is no way I can move them out!
-I tryed to open my window without trying to break it,but it's the same thing.No matter what I try,I can't open my windows and entrancing door.I am bashing on the door and on windows and I am yelling as hell,but nobody can't hear me.And the worst thing is that through my windows I can see people and kids playing outside totally normal and nobody just can't hear me!!!!!!!
That really freaks me out.........
All I know is that this dreams or other dimension or whatever it is,is conneted with my past.......
For less then 3 months...I will have these dreams exactly 3 years.Right now I am writing this and I am not sleeping.I should go to sleep,but I don't want to......I can't take it anymore...I just can't.

 

Well.. you say you take pictures with your cellphone in your dream, and when you wake up the pictures are actually in your phone? Maybe that works both ways! Try writing yourself a note before you go to sleep. In the note, write that everything is fine, you are not a scared. Write that you are going to leave your appartment. Maybe write that you have an important task to take care of that day and that you need to leave your appartment and take care of that task. Then, when you're dreaming, look for the note. If you find the note you wrote, read it, and hope it helps you to leave your appartment.

I mean, Im drunk right now, but I still think it's a pretty good idea lol. Try it out, let us know how it goes!

 

I tryed that last year and I did find the note,but everything was the same.......

So many times in my dreams in the front of my own eyes red letters are writing itself by saying that I will never be happy and that I will stay in this nightmare forever and that nobody will never want me.And that is really happening.I never had a girlfriend for example and who ever I ask out,they all......I mean EVERY SINGLE ONE refuses me.The same thing is written in my dreams with those red letters.I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am 17 years old and I have a feeling I will die if this continues.........I had so huge headache for 7 days and I was in hospital yesterday...they gave me 2 injections and 1 infusion and headache disappeared........,but everything is the same.........CAN YOU JUST IMAGINATE WHEN ALL THE GIRLS REFUSES YOU?!!!!! AND WHEN ALL THAT IS WRITTEN IN YOUR DREAMS OR WHATEVER THEY ARE AND THAT WHAT IS WRITTEN IN THEM ALWAYS COME TRUE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't concetrate on anything anymore..........This is killing me.......I tryed so many doctors,but nothing................
I don't think there is a help for this.............................

 

Well, if you give up hope there deffinatly will be no help.

There has to be something. I mean, there's so many options.

There's all sorts of different doctors and scientists. There's sleep clinics and psychwards. There are people out there who can help you, but you just have to find them.


okay okay heres an idea.. if the pictures and notes are there in the dreams.. then in your dream, video tape everything you're seeing. make a video.

Then, not only can you show people who dont believe you - you can show psychiartrists who can then find some way to try to help you.

 

I tryed that few months ago.I tryed to make a short video of my dreams with my sellphone,but all I got was a black screen.The only electronic device that also works in my apartment is TV which also shows the black screen.When I try to take a picture with my sellphone then everything is normal.I have it in my sellphone in the morning........just like that one I showed on the beginning.I just don't understand any of this........it's like someone or something is not allowing me to record anything.......In almost every single dream I have,when I look through the windows,it's day.......this time it was night...Here is the picture from my sellphone that I took on 03.12.2007. when it was night...
http://img89.imageshack.us/my.php?image=dsc00082pd5.jpg
I already was at the few people to see if they can help me,but they have no idea what to say.......they just don't have any explanation.......
Please guys......if you can find any informations about this please tell me.I am from Croatia and I can't live with this anymore.........I have a feeling like I am going crazy...........But I KNOW I AM NOT CRAZY! Is this something like that weird bermuda triangle?????
Or is it something else?......
I am begging you guys....tell me anything useful that you can possibly find.
Thank you...

 

well... what happens when u dont sleep there? like when ur away from the apartment and sleep somewhere else... lol.

 

we have all said things to help you out, but you just brush them all off. i'm sorry if this makes you mad, but someone has to say it. this is all starting to feel quite gamie to me! i'm beginning to think your playing us all for fools. you take no steps to help yourself. you blow us all off. if what your saying is real, then i am so very, very, sorry for where this will take you! untill you quit the game playing there is no way anyone can be of help to you. good luck to you; you will be needing it!