Old Crone could you give me a reading too?

Discussion in 'Psychic' started by RollinOnLove, Mar 31, 2008.

  1. RollinOnLove

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    I was reading your reading for Yeal and I was wondering if you would do a reading for me. It's purely for learning purposes within myself not to "test" your abilities in any form or fashion. I would much appreciate your time in doing so.
     
  2. old_crone

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    Hi Rollin

    Each time I catch your name, or post you have written I find I am feeling like a child trying to be wise. When I read your request for a reading I sat back closed my eyes, and found myself sitting on a tetter totter in the middle of a field of flowers. Around the field at the forest edge I saw lolly pop trees, and dancing ginger bread men. The grass looked like fig newtons in places, and the birds were wearing pink ballerina skirts. I shook my head, and wondered where to begin a reading with these images fresh in my mind. I went for a walk, and sat down again. As is my habit I sit with my eyes closed until that quiet place inside me opens, and I know we are both ready. By WE, I mean the one I am doing the reading for, and myself.

    This time as I closed my eyes I saw a waterfall, lovers having a grand time, and heard music in the air as musical notes fell around me. I saw merry-go rounds with real horses, and I saw turtles carrying alligator luggage. I was almost ready to ask you to wait, or think of someone else to do the reading, before I realized These places were where you felt alive. You are such a mix of innocents, wonder, passion, beauty, wonderful strangeness, and unique moments. You do not like the run of the mill so to speak.

    You like being different, and the center of attention. You also like cuddling, connecting, and the journey these places take you. Not so much interested in the long term commitment, you want to be free, and connected at the same time as long as it feels right. You write your own inner song as you go, and find that your inner sound guides you most of the time by emotions, and what you feel inside. As much as you are out there, you are also a very private person in some things. People see what you want them too. Sometimes you feel caught in your own web. You are headed for a big change. This is because you are on a 2 1/2 to three year cycle. This mean every two, and a half to three years you morph out of what you are doing, and look for new ground to play on.

    For you I drew three cards. First was the The Sun. This speaks of strength, beauty, belonging, triumph in what you choose to succeed in, joys ever stretching, and the delight in new things. This speaks of caution, sensability, awareness, and change. As you are your own light, your course is not often balanced as much as it is one sided with focus. The six of wands came next, and speaks of moodyness, mild negitivity, favortism, and false pride right up there beside victory, knowing your ground, being right and setting your own bounderies, yet knowing how to complain, and get your way. The third card was the two of diamonds. This showed me your nature of wanting positive people around you. Liking the party, and wanting everyone to be happy. This also spoke of a change in direction as to where you go with your life, and being ready to face the ocean around you as a mystical woman of the sea.

    Your aura to me looks like water colors that are taking form as if you were finger painting, and making dancing rainbows. I smelled the fragrance of ginsing, and jasmine. This tells me you are clever, wonderful and to be trusted when you feel loyality. When you do not feel the need to be trusted, you are not afraid of the white lies, and the stories you can tell. You are in a place of searching for your inner being as Spirit, and your own sense of sacredness. Here you want others to believe in you, and if they don't you are not going to get attached to their ball game so to speak.

    Your energy says your search if frustrating, but you are not going to let this stop you. Wanting to seek out the depths of why you are here, and willing to go the distance to find what you are looking for. As you become whole, and true to you, you will find a sense of magic, and wonder surrounding you. As much as you dislike peoples exspectation, you have your share of them.

    Your life just before this one was as healer who owned a florest shop named the Mystic Garden. You lived to be 99, and said the meaning to life was Live as though you were blooming, and to not fear your own demise. In here you held the power to open the transformation, and awarness in your self, and others as you did oil paintings of peoples faces.

    The eyes tell the story. This life time let the camera speak for you, and show what you see. The voices, and dreams around you are letting you know if you so choose you could open to the Medium aspect of haunted places.
     
  3. RollinOnLove

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    Thank you... you are very accurate I'm astonished (not that I doubted you). It's very interesting that you mentioned haunted places at the end because I have had several experiences with the supernatural and I do love flowers and all those things you described... they make me happy. Wow... I need to sit and think about all you said.... once again, Thanks!
     
  4. Spiritawakening

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    Hello old crone. I am at a point where i have become very confused with my life and just generally feel lost in a world which no longer feels right. If you have time i would really apreciate it if you could do a reading for me.

    regardless of whether or not you can i want to thank you for taking the time to help people on these forums.:)
     
  5. old_crone

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    Hi Spiritawakening

    The reason you are having this lost moment is because you are in the process of rebirth. This means in the psychic world you are in the birthing place of change that will rock your world to the core of your Being.

    I settled in and grew still. Closed my eyes and heard a nest of hummingbirds coming alive. I heard baby kittens calling out, and saw spring groan with labor paints as the earth awakens to a new season. Here in this place all things old are becoming new again.

    I saw taffy colored rainbow candy flowing from the sky as though this were a waterfall, and heaven knew we would need to be reminded that we are our own source of magic, and wonders yet to be. This is what your aura looks like to me. A mix of raonbow colors with both sunlight and moon light dancing as lovers at dusk and dawn.

    Where you go from here is yours to choose. Set a two week, three month, six month and one year goal filled with things you want to learn and do. Then follow your heart into these places as you create a new you. The slate is wiped clean and is yours to redesign. You are only as limited as you choose to be.

    Your past life before this one was the youngest child of 17. You grew up poor, and worked in the cotton fields to help the family. You found as you grew older your life was defined by the family and connections around you. This intensity is different now for you. Now you have to find out what is yours to do. As you create your own dreams you will begin to define what, and who you are and wish to become.

    Out doors calls to your heart. Travel desires hides inside you. Find a way to do these things, and do not give up what you dream of doing. Let every choice you make be toward these places within. Trust your gut and knowing. You are what is know as a sensitive. This is one who feels, before they know.

    I drew two cards for you. First was the card of Strength and the second was the seven of hearts. Both these cards speak of courage, vulbnerability, trust, faith, sacredness within, and persistance in becoming whole within you. Both of these cards ask you to believe in your ability and power to create your own magic inside. Both cards speak of the seasons of your desires, joys, and sorrows. Both of these cards speak of rebirth and standing your ground knowing all things will change because this is the only promise we bring with us to this side.

    Your Spirit Guides Name is Ruby. Read Mary Summer Rains book Titled Ruby. She has much to show you.
     
  6. Spiritawakening

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    Old Crone thankyou so much. Absolutely beautiful. This has really touched me and i see truth calling out from your words. Very interesting about me being a sensitive, because the past few years have been spent on those "feelings". They have confused me so much because i have desperately wanted to feel alive again, as in those moments i have.
    Once again Old Crone, thankyou so much for taking the time to help me.
     
  7. Born25YearsTooLate

    Born25YearsTooLate Hunting the mighty whifflesnark

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    Old Crone, If you have the time and inclination, I could use whatever wisdom you could impart. I've got a lot of things going, a lot of things up in the air, and I'm very frustrated, looking for paths, and It seems like which ever way I choose, I wind up right back where I started.

    Please help. I'm at a loss, I'm concerned, not just for myself, but for someone I dearly love.
     
  8. old_crone

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    Hi Born...in the right moment

    What is happening in your life at the moment is sometimes refered to as psychic lint. When ever someone face's their path in the way that you are doing, a mirror reflection shows the bound, or trapped energy within the cell memory we hold on to. In your life this bleeds over not only from this life, but from past life experiences as well. This is where mental, and psychic burn out happen. We loose focus, and everything seems to grow with unresolved issues, and more questions than answers.

    On the other side this is seen as a place of rebirth, and a place of asking your higher self if this is where you want to be, or go at this time. This is a powerful place, and opportunity for change. This is a place where stilling the chaos offers you a place of balance within.

    We are Spirit having a human experience. In this being in the physical does not make us weak, and powerless. What this place of change offers us is vulnerability, and a strength inside us that shows us how to face our fears, and doubts. When we move out side of old patterns, and expectations we begin to face our path, and seek to understand why we are here.

    As Spirit we came through to face lessons, and experiences that would offer us consequences. This we do not get on the other side. We are here to grow beyond what we know.

    I was teaching a class yesterday on cell memory, and inner healing, and what I learned was that all things, all experiences, all lessons, and all consequences are born of energy. We seek to label, and judge these things, and loose sight of our power to transmute this energy into the greater awareness that is Universal Love. We have the power of choice to move through the path we choose to walk. This power of choice, and trust is our own place of internal magic.

    Back on the farm I grew up on we had this barn. The challange with the barn was for several years every night the borads on the back side would seemingly fall off. We nailed, screwed, wires, chained, glued, and put those boards back every morning. This got to be a joke. We knew in the morning like clock work the cows would be milked, and the barn would need to be repaired. We learned many things during that time about stubbonness, creative ideas, persistance, and truths at how we saw our lives each day.

    One day the smoke house caught fire, and the fire spread to the barn. When the smoke finally cleared, all that stood was the wall where we had put the boards back on. My dad laughed. The insurance money paid for a new barn. I asked my dad why he laughed. He said, "When we fail to see each moment, and experience as an opportunity we fail to see the beauty of the magic we have within us. Much like the boards that fell every night, we often get into old habits, and patterns that keep our excuses, and lives in a state of chaos, or confusion. Until we can step back, and see the greater wholeness within us, and in those we are close to we will miss the wonder of what creates our path as much as we become the path, and choices we make."

    We learned several weeks later that the neighbor boy had come over every night, and took the boards down. The neighbor boy returned all the nails, chains, two buckets of glue, screws, and everything else we had used to repair the old barn. We asked him why he took the boards down. He said because he saw a window there. We asked him why he did not just tell us. He said because he did not know how else to build a window except take the old boards down, and he trusted in his vision of the window. He did his part to create that which he had seen within him. The new barn had a window exactly where the old boards were.

    Sometimes we get so lost in what we wish for, dream, or see in front of us we miss the beauty of what we do not face. These moments are about not just how we see our self inside, but about our power to heal with a clarity that stays focued. We tend to learn how to shut down parts of our awareness, and wonder why we feel lost inside. This life is not about what is done to us, but what we embrace from a whole heart, and greater love. This life is about awakening to Spirit, and finding we need not fear, or loose sight of the path we are choosing to walk. Want to change the world, Change how you see the world from within your being. As we enter a deeper trust, and view the only limits we have are the ones we give our self.

    This life is not about holding on but about being in balance with a trust, and hope within us that ask us sometimes to let go. There is a book titled Many Lives, Many Master. this will offer you a different view, and will answer why you are facing this time as you are. More of your energy is involved in adding to the psychic lint, than is being used for transformation into a wholeness you long for.

    We are ever Becoming, as wholeness has need of us. This is our sacred walk, and place where joy opens us to completion of all awareness in the light of who we are in each step we take, or choice we make. This moment is the only forever we have. If you ask for answers under a locked perception, your confusion, and questions, and the life you live will be also under that locked perception. Move your inner threshold of what leads you to act, and react, and see with the power of Universal, and Spirit love. This time is for your rebirth, and you are seeking a way out of the darkness into a new light before you. In your life just past you died at this age. So from here on you are creating a new world in which to set your transformation into a place of one wholeness that will not be divided.

    I recently put a post in my personal forum titled Wings of a Butterfly. A vision quest is your most profound tool, and place of beginning again.
     
  9. Born25YearsTooLate

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    do you mind terribly if I copy-paste this to save and refer back to on my pc?


    and thank you for the reading, I'm going to have to seriously examine this and read it multiple times.
     
  10. nakedtreehugger

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    old crone... i have been reading through some of the readings you've done for others in this forum, and im quite impressed. i generally don't go for the psychic readings, because i like to find my own path within myself rather than following someone else's "predictions" for my life. but you have proven VERY insightful and full of guidance and information rather than predictions and foretelling. if you have time and spirit guides you, i would be interested in what you feel from me.
     
  11. old_crone

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    Hi Born..... in the right moment

    I do not mind you saving the thoughts, and reading to read again. Many do. When we see the world through the eyes of Spirit all things change. The key is to not get emotionally attached, and out of balance thinking the stage of flesh is all there is to life, and living. You have waited a long time to come to this place within yourself. Grow on.
     
  12. old_crone

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    Hi Naked

    Predicting the future is a bit like being swallowed by a whale, and finding out you are lunch, when all you wanted to do was learn to swim. Then hearing the whale say there are many ways to swim. The future is not written in stone. We self fullfill our own futures by how we speak to our hearts, and believe within us. To seek out a psychic prediction is to leave our self an excuse, or victum because one is unwilling to face the power of choice within them. Yes, we have probabilities by the choices, and steps we take, but we are in charge of how far we go, or the consequences of the choices we make. To often psychic predictors know how to help the individual self fullfill their own fears, and beliefs. When we give away our personal power in hopes someone will save us from our self, we are sure to face a future filled with much drama, and beliefs that may, or may not be true.

    Now to your reading. I smiled when I saw your post asking for a reading, or my thoughts. So I will just sit back, and let Spirit run with all I saw. ok.

    {Illumination is not about being perfect, but is to step back, and see, {Light Up} enlighten the whole picture around you like threads in a tapestry.}

    {The gift of love born from within each heart is also the gift we must first give our self from a place of purity of heart, and not judgements. }

    {A Belief is what we give our power to. Closed, or open the internal propaganda will limit our perspective expecially if we are afraid to see beyond this place we nurse like a baby bottle.}

    {Perception is colored by the focus we adhere to, and attach, or shape shift into our own expectations, and intent.}

    These words lit up like neon signs floating through my mind. Then I saw you dressed as the Goddess of the Nile, a harlet in Nantuckit, and a pirate in the Caribbean, A belly dancer with the Gypsy, a pilot on a helicopter, and fisherman on the Po River. Your lives have been many, and varied. Not an old soul, but a wise Spirit who understands how to grow wisdoms, and truth without getting attached.

    I saw you dressed as the Wiccan Goddess, and these words you spoke to your coven as you embraced the seven elements of wisdom, and purity of heart, and soul. You said,

    1. I Am Light, Let me show you focus without fear, Balance, Respect. Let me show you intensity, passion, and truth.
    2. I Am Dark. Let me show you hope. Let me touch you without fear, and show you a different view, a different way to see beyond what you have known. Let me show you rest, play, dreams, and sounds from within.
    3. I Am Spirit. Let me show you worlds undreamed, the Essence of all things, healing, trust, and let me show you how to live in wholeness, and love.
    4. I Am Fire. Let me show you how to burn with focus, to respect all sides and to live with out being consumed by fears.
    5. I Am Earth. Let me show you how to nurture you, how to grow from within, how to embrace without holding on, and what letting go means.
    6. I Am Water. Let me show you how to embrace without possesing, without holding on to expectations but to walk with integrity and purpose. Let me show you how to open to your wildest dreams, and hurt no one by the energy you are created from. Let me show you life, and what living wholeness means.
    7. I Am Air. Let me show you vulnerability, purpose, Wholeness, Healing natures, and the awsome wonder of being true to who you are.

    ((You asked to be reminded of these things in this life time. ))

    These things you spoke before you were betrayed, and burned at the stake. What we are willing to die for we are also willing to live for. When we betray another for our own personal gain we leave behind a place of brokenness, and find one day our own feet will be betrayed. You sought a way to search out the power of commitment, and what honesty cost the greater truths within. You presented who you are without excuse, and then took up your broom, and flew away.

    You came through this time to save your own heart, and to search out a path that would awaken humanity from its slumber. But You also told Spirit within you that you were going to walk your path filled with a heart of magic that would carry over into the new age, and world you found your self in.

    I saw you married with two children in the future, and found a way to move into your own sacredness. These things I saw, and then I saw, and old woman tending goats in the hills of a land I did not recognize that was also you. When you looked at me you smiled, and said "the ride was worth the adventure when all things we are, become one within the energy of all that we wish to be." As you change directions like some people change the color of their hair you have an inner guiding light that refuses to fit the average mold. You become your star, your dreams, and the life you live is your pallet.

    But for now in this moment I saw you as a child who knew innocense, and joy that spoke of simple wonders that offer your face a radiance from within your own heart, soul, and Spirit. As you find your way know the journey is the goal, not the ending. Know also where one ending is, a beginning is also being awakened. You are here to make a differance, and you make a differance by being true to your higher self, and all your heart calls out for you to do. The simple becomes complex, and the complex becomes simple when we are not afraid inside.

    This is an unusual reading for me because Spirit comes through not so much to tell you things you already know inside, but to remind you of who you are. When you stood in the Akashic records these things you asked to be given you, and so now this is done. Thank you for letting me be are part of the channeled message from your own heart, and spirit within you.
     
  13. nakedtreehugger

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    thank you for that beautiful reading. i have chills all over, as i feel your words ring true. you are right when you say i ask to be reminded of these things in this lifetime. this particular lifetime, and this very specific point in this lifetime, is a time for me of intense remembrance of who i am and why i am here at this moment. and i thank you for helping me remember, for adding an energy of YES, to the things i've been feeling but am not always sure are real.

    and i am tremendously grateful to you for being the channel through which i could receive this message. i've been reading "healing yourself with light" and one of the exercises i've been having difficult with is that of connecting with my soul... hearing and feeling my soul's message to me. somehow i think this might have gotten a good bit easier! :) thank you.
     
  14. hitsuzen

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    Old Crone, if you have the time, I would love to ask you for a reading. I'm at a time in my life where a lot is going on and any wisdom would be welcome. Thank you. :)
     
  15. jrnyman

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    Hi there Old Crone :)
    I also would be interested in receiving a reading from you if you are so inclined.
     
  16. old_crone

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    Hi Naked

    Might I suggest the Book Welcome Home by Sandra Ingerman.

    This will answer the questions yet coming for you.

    an added thought for you.

    Soul - That which is the essence of your Spirits breath in one wholeness with rememberance to the greater awareness.

    Here is a something to try. Go out side. I prefer woods, but have done this in the middle of a train station, and airport.

    Feel the wind around you. (position you are in is your preferance I sometimes start out dancing.) Let the wind touch you, embrace you, kiss you, and move into you. Honor the wind. Take a deep breath as the wind becomes your nourishment, and place of transformation within.

    Pause in this place of stillness between the breaths coming, and going. Give yourself to the wind. Give yourself to the breath within you. Visulize your Soul, and with your heart speak a greeting of graditude, and become love. Then slowly let the new breath filled with you release.

    As this new breath within you comes out side, offer yourself to the wind around you. Become the wind as you breathe. Completing the cycle as you cuddle within the after glow of living changes that grow you . Be one within your own joy, and center. Let the new wind touch you as the wind circles you. And when ready began again.

    You can do this exercise with any of the elements. This will change how you see the world around, and in you.

    Sacredness is a walk, a way of life in responce to our intent.
     
  17. old_crone

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    Hi hitsuzen

    We each are a many layered Being that is as a thread, or strands of fiber optics woven through the Tapestry of living as {{WE}} Spirit create consequenses, and images before our souls, and minds eye. We are here to learn, and grow. We set up lessons, and experiences so we might understand who WE are. We are Spirit having a human experience on this side.

    Should you look through the vale to the other side what you would see is a moving rainbow, dancing, a rainbow that is as a river flowing into the sea of change. This is because we are all one on the other side. We seperate from the whole, and come here to grow the whole within us, so we might add a greater depth, understanding, and beauty to the other side.

    Imagine you are layered like an onion with the aura body, {{Your aura by the way is peach, and emerald green glowing with sun shine. }} emotional body, energy body, and Spirit body. There are several other layers, or bodies as I refer to them in class's. But you get the idea. When you slice an onion you have thin layers that are still the onion. Each layer makes us larger, and more of what we are. When we stand within our intent, and integrity we find that we, in order to help the world around us, must help our self, and must come to know who We are. Life here offers us this opportunity.

    Then imagine like a grape vineyard we are clusters drawn together for the right mix of lessons, and experiences to help us understand the "WE" in the individual, and collective awareness. As "WE" are each true to the us within our Being Spirit, we find that the innocence, and purity of heart are our guiding lights for the path we are on.

    Your aura speaks of energy, and places of intense transformations. You are in the stage of the moment of transformation, and change within you that is asking you to define for your self what you want to do with this moment, and opportunity before you named life. What you limit, will limit you. If you have nothing that feeds your heart, and soul, then create something. Imagine, Dream an experience. Then know this too will change as you grow within you. Empower your self by the understanding of why you make the choices you do.

    You will see others, and life around you only with the depth you see in you. To face your own beauty, and flaws, as you call them, is to face the whole of you. Do this without judgement. Change what you do not like, and grow that which you choose to focus on. This is where your inner power lays. Like choosing clothes from the closet. As you dress for your own wholeness, and not seek to live with some ones elses view, or expectations of you, or image of you you find your own truth inside.

    I went to my cards, and for you drew the 2 of Pentacles This speaks of change, balance new paths, the journey of transition, developing your talents, or the talents you are drawn to create within you. This speak of your inner soul sounds, and not fearing the next step. This also speaks of procrastination, emotional moods, and difficulty starting new things.

    Then I drew the Moon card. This speaks of internal dialog, the subconscious minds, the battle within your own self imposed darkness, or need for changing phases within you. This speaks of intution, imagination, manifesting uncertainty, moodiness, and sometimes stormy places. This speaks of the lover within you, and the passion with which you want to save yourself, and be connected while saying you don't care. Move beyond that which you have out grown. Do not give up hope within you as sunrise, and sun set speak of a profound beauty that is also you. See the whole journey, not the parts that would be easy to get lost in.

    Then I drew the 7 of clubs, and 2 of diamonds. These cards speak of wisdom, discipline, self involvement, self empowerment, and healing old wounds. These two cards together total 9, and speak of contradiction, completion moving on into the next cycle, the ending of one cycle while moving into another.

    Then I drew the 4 of hearts. The crowing moment for you. Last life as a slave put you in a place of being owned by another. This life has set you free to face your own consequences, and choices. Be that which you want to be, and can live with, and learn. Then let go, and begin again to walk in a greater wholeness, and understanding within you. The future becomes what you make of it by your perceptions, and how you choose to see your self.

    These cards all together speak of an energy enhancer, and creator that chanes, and moves beyond attachment, but must first face who they are by the pushing of their emotional buttons so to speak. This world is a stage, and your path is into the place of the actor to show the greater story in you, and those you connect with.

    In this nothing is forever, and all things are eternal in cell memory,and on a Spirit level.
     
  18. hitsuzen

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    Wow, thank you. :)
    This is something I will be referring back to for a while, I think. All of it rang very true, especially with all you said about change and transformation. I've been trying to look at myself objectively, to see what needs changed, and this helps a lot. Knowing where to look is always difficult. I know a lot of my problems probably are self-imposed and I want to break through some of them.
    I found it very interesting that you said "This world is a stage, and your path is into the place of the actor to show the greater story in you, and those you connect with." I am actually training to become an actor, and that is exactly what I strive to do in my work. Your reading has reminded me that this is something that should be applied to my life, too.
     
  19. old_crone

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    Hi jrnyman

    When ever I would wish for a smile, that would bubble up from inside me, I think of your picture. I giggle like a child, and thats strange for a 57 year old woman, and reach for the song that plays in my head...All you need is love, All you need is love. When we find this center within us we find this place that shows us our beginnings, and ends, and truths we have gleaned along the way. You remind me of dandelions, cotton candy, and the night owl that calls out for a sacred rememberance of the nights we understand, and that are unforgetable within us. Thank You for blessing my moments.

    A writer, a drag queen, a soldier, and medicine man in the jungles of lost worlds, you walk through life times in search for mans enlightenment. You are an energy weaver of spells, and potions by the very intent you breathe through your imaginations. Finding a way without getting attached while walking in the middle of the chaos around you. A pure heart, and a wounded spirit at times within your own frustrations.

    I drew three cards. One for each strand of the braid I see you balancing within you. They each embrace equal strength, which does not often happen. First the Fool. The Fool, or jester speaks a seeker of experiences., recognizing guilt, and blame are but smoke screens with only the power, and focus you give them. Here I see the power of awarness in its most humbled, and vulnerable place.. One filled with wisdom, courage, and unafraid of death because death becomes change, and has no power to hold fear over your Soul. You have gained a respect within the braided understandings of letting go, and tickling the fancy of experiences that show us our own reflections. Your vulnerability has become your greatest strength even when you are lost.

    Then I drew the Magician, or as sometimes called the Cobbler. This card speaks self awarness, skill with words, and writing that will paint pictures for the minds eye to see. I see you as a song writer, a voice in the wilderness, and standing on a ship made with sails sown from corset {corselet} As if you stand ready, and rule with balance until the fat lady sings the right song. Here I see your love for new ideas, and willingness to take the risk, while also wanting down times for the magic within you to speak clearly. Here you are full of wisdom, and guidance that has your own trade mark of creativity.

    Next I drew the Lover card. Here trial by choice can be as much a curse as a burden, and a place that opens the heart to a changing bridge that floats without promises. Here your feelings, and intution over take you, and you see beyond what is, or what seems to be. Idealistic, a lover, filled with harmony, and true friendship. In other words if you can not love what you are doing, you would prefer to not do, and tell the expectations around you to go take a powder, or lighten up. Life is not a game, but one filled with change, intensity, passion, a dreams made manifested, and real by your hearts longing.

    These three together speak of isolated comforts, hard places, and counsel kept to your self. You become as the butterfly emerging from your own awareness, and transform what seems real into what you can live with within your self.

    I then drew the jack of hearts, the queen of hearts, and the ace of hearts. In this your strength, and passion are forms within your heart that can be as easily broken as mended when you walk in Spirit and the light of a greater stillness, and rememberance to what the sacred means within you. Focus becomes you magical power tool, and key.

    You my friend are not of this world, and yet walk this place for our own rememberance to show us we are more than we have yet imagined, and, or dreamed. You came through this time to be the voice in your life of what we are all searching for. You wanted to become your own differances by being the balanced wholeness that will heal a broken place just by the view you take within you. Your life, and the choices of your steps show a new way of healing beyond what we have yet know. As a man thinketh so is he, your heart sings out to the world.

    Your power animal is the owl. the lepord, and the snake. Here you are not bound, but free within you to choose the strength of all you are. You rule, and are not ruled by the four directions, and all that is above, and below you. You rule because you embrace the power of these places without the need to validate your existance.

    Do what your heart calls out to you to do. There are no mistakes, some happy accidents, and must creation as you face the worlds in, and around you.

    Your aura looks like a silver gray wolf dancing in the full moons light. This means your power will be as you so choose.
     
  20. jrnyman

    jrnyman kermit

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    thank you so much old crone... not so old in your heart or in this cask of a shell we call a body I think. :) let me quicken once more as we all may be quickened home. you are very wonderful in your gifts thank you and let me quicken you. it's nice to be seen. at times it is the only thing I crave. but then I look around and see me. me everywhere. we are still slow some of us, moving faster now, slower now. but we are finding our way, together... even apart... always together. all you need is love. here's my most recent dream.... :) would you like to dance in my field? I promise the moonlight will fill you, and find you feeling... free. as the wind which is my breath kisses you... in thanks, mother sister. you are loved.

    http://www.handsoflove.info/
     

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