it's no fun being "crazy"

I completley agree and admit to having that attitude often.

 

I find it interesting that you made this statement, considering the fact that you have tons of threads dedicated to your family and about leaving home and so forth, no one told you to "suck it up" I just don't tell people this when I do not know what their life consists of or what they face or feel. I could have easily posted "suck it up" in your thread but I didn't because I do not know what you go through in your life... That is all I will say about that..



Boog, I am not going to tell you to "suck it up" because I do not know what your life consists of or what you go through in your day-to-day life but I do hope you figure things out and I hope all goes well for you...

 

I hope you are okay. Let us know how things went when you get back.
HUGS

 

who the fuck celebrates cezar chaz day? i don't care if i spelled that wrong. i'm so fucking frustrated!!!!!!!! the god damn place is CLOSED! i fucking hate this shit.

i've tried having "normal" jobs. i've "sucked it up" before.. and you know what happens? i get really stressed out.. suicidal hateful angry.. i'm tried of this shit. if i didn't have kids i might just end it.. but i won't. last itm i got this stressed out i abanded two of my kids and went across the country.. only to be rejected.

i don't think i'ma come back here for awhile.. i'm too angry.

 

probably...you're inviting him. atleast my nana says so....

 

I dont even know what to tell you to make you feel better...I wish I could help you in some way...But I cant.
So I really , really hope you find your way and everything turns out good for you, cause you seem like a great person.

 

I'm just gonna throw this out there...Booga, didn't you mention once that you have Asperger's Syndrome?

I might be remembering this wrong, in which case SORRY Booga! lol - but if I'm remembering right, then Boog's got some pretty serious stuff she deals with every day; this is a handicap that would make it really hard to hold down many "normal" jobs.

And sweetheart, therapy would be awfully good for you and your gorgeous kids.

For those that don't know about Asperger's, it's sortof a very mild form of autism. People with Asperger's often do just fine online, which has been a Godsend to lots of Asperger's people, but they generally don't do all that well, and are exceedingly uncomfortable, in lots of r/l social situations. The guy who invented Bittorent has Asperger's. You can't tell at all when he's online, but he's much less comfortable in person.

 

I know, frankly it was way harsh and a level of harsh I dont often go to. I was just feeling so frustrated. I hope boogs doesnt have a mental condition that would disallow her to properly live out her life and care for herself and family, but its like..... I just want her to be able to do what she has to to start not having pennies in her bank account. Its frustrating.

I suppose I feel like even though I have threads about my issues, I am just kinda grtting my teeth and doing what I need to do, but to me it is scary that someone who is not just having to look after herself but another life, is putting off necessary adult activities and daydreaming about living off paintings. Something is not right.