If anyone wants to tackle this i would love to hear what you have to say..I really feel i have a big purpose in the changes that are occuring in our world right now..i want to do so much more in life than to drive a nice car..I would love to be pointed in a direction so to say..or maybe how i should go about it..
Hi Infinite What might help here is to understand part of the energy you are feeling is a carry over from your past life. As a Peace Keeper, you struggled to help under priviledged, and poverity stricken cultures to grow beyond what they knew by empowering them with education. You carried a degree in Medicine, and Education. You died in a war ravaged village from an influenza virus because medicines were not allowed through. In this life you have come back wanting in the inner awareness to finish the job you started. You will be both drawn to, and run from war, cruelty, and political bullshit wanting to change the world. You are here for the journey, not the ending. Where you go from here is up to you. As you form the vision of what is right for you, and staying true to what this means inside you, you will take the steps you need to, to complete many life times work of creating peace where ever you go. If you do not have a specific direction, create one that calls to you. For me I always knew what I wanted to do. My life has stretched this doing into the personal growth needed to become whole within. Want to change the world, Change you from within. Want to change the you from within, you will find you Change the world. Make a list of what you would dream of doing. Find ways to make your dream a reality. I remember the story many years ago of a child who wanted to send her box of crayons to Africa because she saw a TV program where the children were writing in the dirt with a stick. Her Idea caught on, and the neighborhood, and beyond gathered many books and crayons to send to Africa. She never lost sight of this need she had seen, even after the boxes were sent out. She dreamed, and her desire and love grew for this land called Africa. She completed her education, and ended up moving to Africa to become a teacher with the Peace corp. You are only limited by what you limit your self to. If you do not have a dream, create one. If you do not know what you want to do, or have a talent for, search out what calls to you, then try what ever you think you want to do. When something rings true with your heart you will know what path to follow. I remember one girl in grade school who told me she loved trees, and would one day baby sit for trees. Everyone laughed at the innocents of this childs dream. She on the other hand started in fifth grade to work for Homes For Habitat. As she grew her dream within her grew. What matters is that we find within us what it means to be true to our own hearts. We are Spirit having a human experience. We are not humans trying to be Spirit. Every direction is a path. Be whole within this path, and steps understanding as you grow you, and your dream within you, you will find the peace you have, and still long for within you.
