the time all around us

i remember this thread..........damn.

 

I cried today too..
I was talking to another member of the forums who's been going through a rought time lately, and then 3 more of my friends are all having relationship problems. I guess it was a little much at one time.. plus the fact that my best friend and I haven't seen much of one another lately, and we are trying to prepare ourselves for next year because I'll be leaving. I'll miss her dearly.
And I'm just extremely stressed about a number of things right now.. school, family, friends, trying to prepare for next year...
And on top of it all I'm thoroughly confused about a lot of things in my life right now. People, emotions, plans... everything's a mess.
Although crying does help alleviate some of the stress, unfortunately it doesn't solve any problems.
Ah, well.. things will work themselves out in time, I'm sure. Haha, sorry for the ranting guys, just trying to vent.

Wish my day could have been as beautiful as yours sounds, Caitlin. Dancing around anywhere in nature sounds really great right about now.

 

Yes...it's strange to see things that I wrote when I have absolutely no recollection of writing them, and am then reminded of the experience that was so prominent in my thoughts at the time.

I'm going to keep it going...

Today I started painting a sunrise sitting next to the person I'm in love with.

That really romanticizes that experience. It was actually in a noisy classroom crowded with sophomores trying to prove something, I murdered the beauty of the sunrise with my watercolors, and the person most likely doesn't even like me.

But it sounds a lot nicer in the former, so let's stick with that.

 

today....i went walking. i walked and walked in the rain, and at the end of the horizon i noticed the sunset, so i chased it. i had to get a picture, so i ran and ran. and when i got to the road, after 2 or 3 miles of running, i took a picture, then the sun went down...then i walked back, in the rain. and then, when i came back, i wrote a poem. that was my day.

 

here is the sunset i ran for....it looked much more beautiful in person. the other picture is a picture of the field i was running through...

 

Today I spent all day at school looking for the aforementioned person, then running away whenever I saw him, because I'm so fucking insecure.

This is no good.

No good at all.

 

I...
don't...
remember.

 

I wish you the best of luck with this......i'm sure if its meant to be, it will all work out.

 

I know how you feel... Sometimes you've got to do what you just have to do. I don't know what the hell my mind is trying to tell me but I've had the strangest and most... shocking... dreams this week and weird shit keeps happening to me.... and I always have to ask myself why me... oh yeah, because I'm always the one for it to happen to.

 

Ha, aaaaah, thanks buddy. Let's hope it does, I've made the decision now that when I see him at school, I'm just not allowed to NOT talk to him. It's just something I have no choice in...it has to be done.

 

Today I woke up took a look up to the sky and alls I saw was a smog ridden city that pollutes our air, and takes our very lives that much faster, so I say we need to stop the pollution of this corporate Amerika and start a more environmental place to live. So lets all help stop the pollution of the environment.

 

Today I looked out my bathroom window, took in some air, and starting sneezing. I love allergies.

 

Me and my best friend stole some balloons from a school, they were having a party or something, and we gave the balloons to little children from about 2 or 3 years old. They were so happy.

 

Wait...so you stole from children to make other children happy? I guess you sort of cancelled your self out.

Man, that is fucking hilarious. Everything is hilarious right now. BALLOONS!!!

I once stole a balloon from a car lot walking home from downtown in the middle of the night with a friend; I sawed the string in half with a pocket knife, grabbed the balloon and ran.