You are 21, which has its pros and cons. Friends are expendable for the most part, and time is plentiful. Do what ever makes you happy.
find some new friends seriously. start doing something you want to do. I don't hang out with that many people from when I was 21...things change, maybe this is one of those times for you
just make up your own interesting story on what this was oringinally about...probably more fun that way
Hmm, what could make someone be pissed and have it on their mind...Well, maybe the original poster is having some problems with anal leakage (we've all been there) and being so young it is bothering the original poster. So, the original poster feels lonely and that because of this anal leakage problem has been feeling out of sorts, if you will, and it makes the original poster feel upset and that they have nowhere to turn. And it has put doubts in their mind if they can go on and live life the way life should be lived. So, instead of owning up to their anal leakage, the original poster feels ashamed and a feeling of "why me" But really needs to take charge of this problem and never, ever be ashamed.
I think you're onto something, shroomie. however, the posts following the original one indicate the OP feels a need to run and also that he is unhappy with his friends. so I deduct that the anal leakage was discovered by his friends while he was wearing white pants when they went clubbing. (again, we've all been there.) however, his friends are conniving bastards and opted not to tell the poor guy, leaving him looking like a total asshole (no pun intended) whenever he'd score digits off a chick and walk away, leaving the girl giggling hysterically. the friends later told him of his little problem, when their drunken stupor had reached its climax, and the OP experienced intense feelings of anger and disappointment. so now that he realizes that his friends are treacherous bastards, and that every girl in town thinks he either has anal leakage, his period, or sphincter problems. hence the logical encouragement to "run away and start a new life."
And since the OP deleted the post, one can only assume he has learned to live with his occasional anal leakage. (don't get mad, psychodelic, we are just funnin' ya )