A panic attack? Something else?

Ok, i've been smoking almost 2 years straight, not takeing more then a 4-5 day break, and i've only done that twice, otherwise i've smoked at least once everyday, if not it's usually like 2-4 times a day.

I love to smoke right before bed and just chill in my room and zone for awhile then go to bed. well last night was different. I was at a party the day before, great one, and got a 1/4 of trainwreck from my dealer, and had been smoking it all night, and the next day with my girlfriend. So I know it's not the weed. But back to last night. I was smoking by myself like normal, everything's goin awsome, took 3 hits from my 2 foot bong, and that's it. After about 5 minutes after thoughs 3 hits, I realize that i'm a lot more high then I normally get, even for this weed, I was a lot higher then I had been previously, i'd been smokin this stuff all day, so I put my bong away and was like "Woo, I guess this stuff will last me awhile if this is what happeneds. Well 10 minutes later I start getting an uncomfortable feeling, no more of an emotion that a feeling. But it just kept getting stronger. Then I felt a spiky pain in my foot, right where that artery is, like the artery snappened, and blood was going all through my foot, that's what it felt like, then this started to worry me a lot. But I kept telling myself it was just the high, and it was okay, because when I looked at my foot and felt my pulse, everything was absolutely normal, and ok, but I still felt it and that uncomfortable emotion was still there. But then all of a sudden I started shivering, liike uncontrollable shivering, and it would not stop. I was just sitting there shaking horribly, and it wouldn't stop. I could walk around and stuff(Still shaking) and I layed down and eventually passed out, trying to just ride the high and not control it. shaking till I went to sleep.

well I woke up this morning feeling completely normal, like none of last night had happened. Then about 2 hours into my day, I just get extremely mad for no reason at all. Like I can't talk to anybody cuz i'm s pissed off and I actually just sat and cried because I was so mad, FOR NO REASON AT ALL. I'm still like this and it's been about 2 hours. And I feel the very beggining of that shaky feeling I had last night but i'm not actually shaking, just sorta feel it trying to come out but it's not. My parents are worried cuz I went upstairs and told them I was mad for no reason and didn't know why, but then they eventually just got me irritated from just being around them(Not normal) to the point where I yelled at them telling to leave me the fuck alone(Again, not normal) even though I was the one that went up to seek their help.

I'm not blaming this on weed, i'm just wondering what happened/is hapening. I think it could be the weed because of last night, but i'm not making that the sole reason for this. Any info about what might be happening and/or causing this would be amazing. I feel so mad right now and irritated about EVERYTHING it's crazy almost. Thank you

 

doesnt sound like a panic attack to me, but I dont have any ideas that are helpful, hope you feel better.

 

It's all in your mind.. the high yesterday may have felt different and somehow freaked you out, but it wasn't panic attack, that's for sure.

For the mad thing.. this is what I gotta say: Of course, if you tell yourself "I'm mad for no reason" you'll be mad.. try no thinking about it and chances are you're not really genuinely angry.

 

If you were up all night smoking at the party, it may well be sleep deprevation.

It does strange things to you head, including visual and auditory hilucinations, mood swings and bad moods for no particular reason other than not enough sleep. Whenever I stay up all night and smoke in the morning it fucks with my head quite a lot, I think it could be this

 

Try to understand why do you feel mad? is it because you got the panic attack? you feel it shouldnt have happend? maybe took it as a sign of weakness? well dunno man just look deeper into yourself and understand why you feeling what you feeling...

I can somehow relate to you, I sometims get mood swings when I know I wont be able to smoke weed for a while and I do get depressed and irritated on the first day of no weed useually.

 

philywilly is right. its all in your mind. just forget it all. it could also be sleep deprevation too. But its also possible your pissed off cuz u didnt get high like you wanted to.

 

Your fine.

Im the one who's to scared to go to sleep god damnit. And it's for the love god 2:23 am

 

I can relate to the shaking thing and the gettin mad for no reason. I sometimes get this panic attacks/anxiety or whatever it is that makes me shiver like i'm cold and stuff but i'm not. It's hella wierd, i really don't know how to get rid of it but I know it's all in my head and I just need to relax. Only time this happens is when I am going somewhere where I know will be uncomfortable and nervewrecking. Like say I had to speak in front of a few hundred people.

what were you thinking about when you were shivering?

 

sometimes if you smoke alone it can effect you different than being with someone else because they can take you mind off it while just sitting there high by yourself makes you completely focus on your high and make you freak out. try to keep your mind busy and relax.

 

you know, i felt the same exact way last night. i was trippin on shrooms, and even before i started trippin i was shivering even though everybody else was hot. i started freakin out and ended up having a bad trip. after the trip was almost over i just cried until i fell asleep. now today, i feel like shit and have still been upset and in a pissy mood.

i got like 3 hours of sleep the night before, so like everyone else said it could be sleep deprivation, but i think i actually almost had a panic attack.. so thats what might of happened to you. or just overwhelming anxiety.