Fuck! (emo thread)

How can it be that I have gone 3 months without even thinking about this person and then 1 fucking phone call and its like all the time I had spent getting over her was worthless?

I don't want to be with her. I know I am better off and happier without her. Still what the fuck I wish I hadn't answered that call

Now shes complaining to me about her new boyfriend and saying shit like "remember that time we..." like bringing up all this emotional stuff from the past. I honestly spent so much time feeling like shit trying to get this person off my mind and out of my life and then 1 fucking phone call and I am back to square one.

Fuck.

 

I am very sorry. try not to think about it, and get away from her if you can because she seems to have this "bringing down" effect on you.

 

It sucks because when I talk to her it reminds me of all of the things that I loved her for but then I remember all of the shit she did and my emotions get all fucked.

 

Im sorry. You need to find someone that will make you happier than she ever did, and you'll see that with time you will feel nothing for her and you'll forget about her.

 

tell her you don't want to talk to her, because she makes you feel bad.

 

Alcohol

 

tell her your a coke head, that'll get her to stop calling you. for sure!!

 

lol i had an ex exactly like that. manipulative as hell and whatnot. eventually i just went off on her, mabey a little excessively, but it got the job done. your a lot better off without her. if she calls, no matter how much you may want to at the time, dont. eventually she'll get the message

 

makesmomcry420, you always make me laugh man, well done.

 

This is exactly what I was telling her when she first started asking why I don't talk to her anymore. Answering the phone was a stupid decision, but I am seeing a lot more clearly this morning because my emotions are back in check.

She kept saying things like "we have such a good connection... I cant even talk to my BF about the stuff I talk with u about... u will never just be a friend to me... " and she fucking tricked me into thinking that I still had a good connection with her and that I liked her, she is very good at that and I think that is why we dated for so long (I broke up with her about 5 times over 2 years while we were dating.) I was so convinced that I agreed to let her come back to my dorm next week. So stupid... I still have to figure out a way to let her know she can't without being a dick.

Anyway, thanks for the posts, and lol makesmomcry it is kind of ironic that you said what you did because as it turns out she has been heavily abusing adderall for about 2 months now